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Slainte.

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Sunday 28 December 2014

That Short While

I wish I could tell you
How much I miss you
If only you could think of me the way I think of you
How much I love you, I wish you knew
Those endless tears, that awful pain
I question now, am I still sane?
You’re my savior, I hope you know that
Like an angel you took me away from where I was at
You always stay happy, that’s my desire
You stay tender like the warmth of fire
I hope it never goes away, your charming smile
And I hope you know that
You changed my life, in that short while
When I will go, will you cry?
I want to know
All those moments, were they a lie?
Will you remember me, when you’ll walk through the snow?
When I’m no more, will you sigh?
I know you loved me, you can’t deny 

While drinking that delicious tea (which I usually don’t), it just came to my head today (tea doesn’t do that jbtw); and I couldn’t help but write it down hastily so that it doesn’t skip my head. At first it was a song, but I craft out into this poem just cause’ bleh… Hehehe. 

NOTE: COPY RIGHTS RESERVED. Any plagiarism will result in severe legal action. 


Cheers and peace!


Thursday 25 December 2014

Christmas Greetings!

Tis' the Season! :) 



All that snow, those glittering and every joyous Christmas trees. To put up the blinking colorful lights, puple-red-blue-white-dark pink orbs, shiny golden stars, silver bells, cane candies, painted balls, rustic metal thingies, bows and cranberries on the tree. To skate on the glazed roads and frozen rivers. Plus, the warm feasts and blissful sound of the melodious choirs singing. All these pleasure filled moments are seen in Christmas season. I wish y'all a great and lovely Christmas! Have fun and partaay hard. xD



I really do miss those times when, in our school, Santa used to make a surprise visit near Christmas, and give us the treat bag filled with chocolates and those red and white cane candy sticks. Yum yumm yummmm. The surge of felicity; while giving presents to my friends and making those cards to put on our clothes with my teachers and friends with the green leaf and red thingy. To sing those cool carols. It was all so merrily thrilling and amazing. Btw awwhyeah! I'm gonna get my Christmas tree in nearly four to five days. Ooh, can't conceal the excitement albeit it will not be Christmas day hehe. :D
New years not far away. Life's on a roller coasterrrr. Like always.

Cheerios dear folks!
Much love from me. xxx 
XO 

Wednesday 24 December 2014

Nothing more soothing on a stiffly cold foggy night, than watching 'Revolution' and afterwards having a cup of was-hot-but-now-darn-cold-becuase-of-the-winter coffee, along with a doughnut. Though it rapes my abdomen. Listening to this exquisitely lovely song by Damien Rice your Wall-E suggested. Its soo deep. So deep. Oh yes I have my Wall-E! Albeit the real one for whom my heart is reserved is.... LOL whatever! Better stop. Khayr, awhyeah and with all that a.... KitKat! :') My hands are starting to look fine after some care. Yay. Looking forward to watch Frozen and other things with my baby tomorrow. Saw Thor2 day before yesterday. Cool movie. Though I guess I will always confuse Portman with Keira Knightly. -_- Why is Loki still alive though? Just whyy? :S

Saturday 20 December 2014

Its so cool to take a bath in winters. My hands have turned purple. O.o

Friday 19 December 2014

Of Flowers and Angels, Terror & Blood

Peshawar Attack

Pakistan HAS to and WILL stand united and resolute in the midst of this resentful and sad catastrophe that has struck the country. We will fight until the last evil minded terrorist; enemy of the state and humanity, is crushed to the deepest pits of eternal determination. Optimism is what every citizen this nation needs to hold onto at this moment of sorrow and I won't say mourning because that is grief and it won't do us any good. Hopelessness is NOT a resort at all.

'These days funerals are being carried out of flowers whose color and scent has now faded away forever . But they will never cease to bloom. They will always be remembered and avenged. They will not wilt.' 



More than 150 children, mostly aged 14 to 16 years, plus other school faculty were massacred when those seven attackers stormed Army Public School (APS), Peshawar, Pakistan on early morning of December 16th of this month and opened fire on whoever came in their sight irrespective of their age and let alone considering humanity. Whilst this deadly onslaught by the beastly Taliban gunmen, in cold sweats the students of that school, took shelter in bathrooms, under their desks and some acted dead in a desperate attempt to save their lives. Leaders worldwide have condemened this damnable act of butchery, and maliciousness. Some unofficial sources allegedly report that the death toll is 300+. Globally moments of silence were held and black ribbons worn to show respect and remembrance of those who were martyred and their families. Also candle light vigils are also being announced globally for those who died on that bleak day. The air where songs were sung of joy, cackles of those bright and lovely children that tread through those grounds, is now haunted by the never-ceasing fear, an air of desperation and frustration. Some students report that the terrorists just 'opened fire on whoever they could see', some children were made to watch  their principal, Tahira Qazi, burn to ashes. The School's walls are filled to the brim with bullet holes, floors covered with those innocents flower-like children's blood. A scene of apocalypse prevails in that unfortunate school. This attack was planned and carried out by the Tehreek-e-Taliban-Pakistan faction, who have been on the run and have dispersed and fled all across the country since Pakistan Army has declared an all-out offensive on them to wipe out their devilish presence in it's homeland.
  
There can never be words, ever to describe what happened to those innocent souls. The havoc this inconsolable tragedy has wrecked the entire nation with, especially to those who lost their loved ones that day is indescribable. This is unforgettable and recovery from it is... I still am not in the right state to accept what happened with those students. The brutality those children were thronged with, the bullets that riddled their soft bodies, the horror their calm eyes saw... It's an utterly devastatingly horrendous and maddening butchery. I have never in my entire life heard and seen of something so monstrous. Those children had barely seen the world and lived their lives. May the souls of The departed rest in peace. And may those damnable creatures who wiped out those angels, be brought to justice and be annihilated forever...

"When he shot at me, I pushed back my head slightly. The bullet rubbed past my forehead. There was a slight burning sensation, but no real pain. But later when I touched my head, it was bleeding. The gunman probably took me for dead and walked on down the aisle, shooting boys and teachers. I saw him shoot our teacher Ms Hafsa three times in the back of the head. Shahrukh Khan a survivor recalls: "The man with big boots kept on looking for students and pumping bullets into their bodies. I lay as still as I could and closed my eyes, waiting to get shot again," he said. "My body was shivering. I saw death so close and I will never forget the black boots approaching me - I felt as though it was death that was approaching me." Reference: BBC 
Follow more here: Attackers entered every classroom and shot indiscriminately http://www.bbc.com/news/live/world-asia-30491113  
http://www.bbc.com/news/live/world-asia-30491113



In my opinion Psychological counseling MUST be provided, by the federal government and provincial government of Khyber-Pakhtun-Khawa to the families and the survivors of Peshawar attack to eliminate the certain possibility of PTSD, Anxiety disorders and other devastatingly stressful psychological disorders. These traumatized and horrified children, teachers and families should be counseled and their broken spirits consoled and uplifted to fight those fears back, to not give up and to never stop going to schools. Teams of psychological experts should be sent to Peshawar immediately, to help these people recover albeit recovery from such an incident is seemingly pretty hard in the times yet to come.



I must say I'm, personally, really, proud of Imran Khan to finish his sit-in Islamabad. Indeed the nation needs to stand as one at odds with these Satans'. A national policy must emerge right away from the leadership to counter the possibility of savage and barbaric attacks on humanity like this in the future. And it MUST be consistent and intact.

'I'm proud of my son. I am proud that he sacrificed his life for his country' a father said who's 10 year old was shot dead in the attack. Another said with a heavy heart, 'My son is dead. And I haven't cried because I want to die soon and meet my child soon in heaven.' This is undoubtedly really heartbreaking.

This tragedy is and always will be unforgettable. 

Something I just wrote in memory of those loved angels, albeit it's incomplete: 

Every soul is drenched in sorrow and regret 
The restlessness is ever haunting
Those flowers that once bloomed are now gone 
Their softness violated, innocence repressed 
Where there were sung songs of joy 
An air of despair and sadness prevails 
Only Memories remain of the departed 

Can't bring myself to write it all down whatever it is that I want to say. And maybe I won't be ever able to say how I feel about this... 



Saturday 13 December 2014

A day at the Railway Stations

A few weeks ago I went to do photography at different railway stations across Lahore, with my friends and dad. It was regarding a project for our photography lecture but that wasn't what it was about, at all. It was an amazing experience, in all. To get up so early just so you don't miss those perfect silhouettes made in early morning. To capture people getting off and on the trains, those bright costumes of orange and red, those expressions... And voila the spanners we had to face cuz the locations were sensitive. And then breakfast at McDonald's, courtesy of dad. Hehe.



Paper Towns

Paper town's production is HAPPENING. Yayayayay. Natt Wolf is gonna star as Q. Cool. It's like that book is- it just gets to your heart so inexplicably that you feel like you're there lying on the ground with Q. and Margo.. On that quest to find her... In her room... Putting that dead catfish for Becca and so much more! I feel like.. It's so surreal. When I read those words, I drift into a world so safe and peaceful. Where you just keep on going and you know, you know in your heart that nobody would stop you. Sometimes you break into fits of unrealizable laughter and sometimes you go all teary. This is book contains so many things that you can connect instantly to; friendship, love, music, what it feels like to be left out, adventure and..... Undoubtedly the movie's going to be equally amazingly phenomenal.


Yay

The coolest night when you have banana and orange ice-cream after ages. :D


Though it's so devastatingly cold. My skin looks terribly bad, like an 80 year olds’. Despite of my attempts to put infinite moisturizer on it every now and then. Ereewrrewwrreweerrrwrrrr. When you wash your hand it feels like you've plunged yourself deep into massive puddles of ice-cold water. Damn.

Where is the fogggg though? 

So. Damn. C-c-co-col-cold. -.-

Sunday 7 December 2014

I did it?

So I finally gave it a try and spoke for the first time in a parliamentary tournament. Yay, I guess? It was quite thrilling in actuality and a good experience albeit all those weird pauses, case preps, critiques where you wish you should have known all that before, or should have never gone up and all. The most considerable time for me was the case prep. It's fun. Didn't break but still we tried, so yeah. Although there wasn't really a decorum to be followed. The cross-talks wee really entertaining though. Bleh. Its nice actually, to face something new, to make mistakes and learn so that you actually do it better or perhaps nail it next time. I don't think there's any so-called losing or winning in debating. All that matters is; what you speak and whether you speak or not. I missed BLKC soo badly. Damn. Every split second of it. And those angels who were with me. Those 'Angels'...

I'll always have infinitely high regards for Sir Ali Hanan, Aaisha and Aimma & Raazia who helped me so much as a debater and motivated me to go for parliamentaries. You showed me what I am capable of. I'm so glad for my folks to be in this with me too. Surprising as it may seem to me. Public speaking has always been a passion and interest of mine since I was born lulx. It makes you feel like you life is worth living. You can let it all out in a productive way. Give voice to the unheard and so much more.

Now let's have some chocolates, almonds and juices, shall we? Cause' my sugar level is going down. And I've got a 'L.O.N.G' way to go.
Ciao ciao....

Lol

The hilarious moment when the toothpaste goes into your nose. Lalalalala. >.>

Wednesday 3 December 2014

Revenge

Just finished watching revenge seasons three's season finale. Sweeeet. But it really makes me teary every time I see it. Endless facade of emotions charming their way through your nerves until you're left with a heavy heart and desire embellished with intricacy to... Lalalalalalalala I just.. I can connect to all of it emotionally in such a profoundly weird way that... Whoa.

Winters

Its so not really 'that' cold here but last night it felt like I almost have a bit of hypothermia. O.o

BTW yayayayay. Winters are here! My most fav season. Albeit the headaches, shortage of breath, stuffed chest and stupid runny nose never cease to haunt the calm I yearn for. And Pfft. Your skins looks like it's of an 80-year old. Heh.

Can't wait for the those chilly nights when everything seems to fade away by the descending of the crispy fog and there's this gloomy aura spread around you. So beautiful. The silence that falls upon the deserted streets. Kind of depressing too, yeah. But never mind!

Cheers! Best to all. xoxo

Tales of Lunacy 4.0

Ah. It was so ecstatically satisfying and infinitely consoling to break those poor four mugs yesterday night. Vent it all out on them. And well sparing the gory and emotional details got badly scolded by mum. Buehehehuehehehehehe. xD

I love breaking mugs. Since I was a child. :D

Now I'm thinking of getting some nails and a nice hammer to put up a little art on my room's wall. Channeling the hilarious anger in a productive way. Yah yah. Lets roll. Lolz. :')


Monday 1 December 2014

Some of Recent Pakistani Blockbuster Movies

God, the amount of adrenalin rushing through my veins as I'm writing this post is hilarious. Okay. That was a bit exaggerated even so I'm really tickled up to see all these people making efforts to bring some change in the redundant cinema industry of ours. I love movies and it would feel so privilged and cool to see our movies screened and acclaimed globally. Awwhyeah. These all, might as well be the revival of cinema in Pakistan. Here are some of the Pakistani movies, which caught my attention; albeit haven't seen all of them nonetheless they should be and have been screened worldwide. And I say this in a pleadingly hopeful attire.

-Dukhtar (Daughter)
-Chambaili (The fragrance of freedom)
-Waar (Attack)
-Tamana (Desire)
-O21/The Extortionist
-Josh (Rigor): Independence Through Unity 
-Moor (Mother); To-be-released
-Na Maloom afraad (Unknown people)
-Gidh (Vulture)
-Seedlings
- Bol (Speak)
-Khuda Kay Liye (In the name of God)
-Siyyah (Pitch Black)
-Good Morning Karachi; To-be-released

So I'd say break the stereotypes! Film the taboos. Raise your voice. Revive the cinema. It makes you relive your lives and lets your imagination go wild. Never hold back. There is soo much inexplicable talent in this country's youth and adults. We just need to rekindle the fires that were once lit by our pioneers and struggle till death to make our country's name in this world.

Time well spent!

Last weekend, went to see two theater performances. 'Muazakar maunas' and 'It runs in the family'. Oh God, my love for theater will never cease to exist. It's limitless. Per se the gullible and speactacularly beautiful performances by the actors touched my heart. I'm glad I made it a point to go and take out some recreational time for myself. Really heals you up from inside. I just feel like I'm on a roller coaster whenever I go to see a theatrical performance. There's this ineffable feeling that surpasses the extent to which the connection dwells of me and my yearning for it. Might as well be a muse I still need to traverse substantially.
So yeah, time well spent, I'd say. Missed the German film screening though. Bit sad about that but not the end of the world.

It runs in the family: Won't give any spoilers but seriously, the witty-ness (mind you, that's not a word jbtw) and irony this play was laced was admirable. Starred Sir Omair Rana, Waleed Zaidi, Ian Eldred and others. Ian is an amazing actor! Hah, the part where nobody knows anyone. The falling of the matron, chaos by the lost son. LOL

Muzakar Maunas: Humor and satire brilliantly embedded in Shah Fahad's Dramaeducations' fifth production. Mahaa & Sarmed, both my college fellows nailed it perfectly. Pretty ravening in a productive sense for a debut performance by Mahaa.The storyline was eclectic. My, oh my, the dialogues enriched with fantastic portrayal of what a commoner thinks.

The society really need these kinds of performances. It instills in you a positive attitude and soothes you up. If I had time to go and watch theater every damn day. Ah. Lolz. Very much looking forward to the forthcoming plays.

Poor Hubert, heh. xD

Thursday 20 November 2014

Oh God, this foolish sore throat and bitter cough. I feel funny hearing all those cranky voices coming out of me. Lol. I so hope they make a potion real soon which just makes it all vanish like lalalala. x_x

Monday 17 November 2014

Untitled as of now

The joy of remembering was taken away from her. It was like she had lost herself. It was so hard to accept the truth. It was just like knowing that you were stuck in a drowning ship and waiting for the inevitable to happen. Slowly and painfully. In her heart she knew she didn't belong here. She had so little time left and so much to do. Her head was feeling awfully heavy. Endless things kept running in her mind, things that she wanted to do in her life, that she had to do but now, she thought, they'd die with her. It all seemed so fine back then. How possibly could it? She would never find someone who could let her in entirely, who'd always be there unconditionally and love her like there was no tomorrow. Someone who would connect to her differently from the entire universe. A person who would...
And she missed them even more than ever at that time. She didn't want to hurt them by leaving them so soon and like this. As Natt entered the room, she quickly turned aside and wiped off the streaks of tears that were there. He couldn't utter anything for whom he was going to lose was irreplaceable. She held his hand, the engagement ring was still there. In a low faded whisper she said, 'Promise me, sweetheart. You won't be sad after I go. Okay yeah, you can be a little bit sad and cry for a while but not more than that. Okay?'...

To be continued......

Sorry my flow of writing is broken badly these days. I hope I get through with it soon. Miss y'all. And thank you if you read stuff here. <3 xxx

Sunday 9 November 2014

AYE. EM. SOW. BOARD. SLEEPY TWO. GAWDAMMIT. -_-

Sunday 2 November 2014

And The World is Warned Again: Climate Change

The stakes are deadly than one can ever imagine. "Inaction on climate change "will cost heavily".- UN Secretary General, Ban Ki-moon
The unrestricted use of fossil fuels should be phased out "almost entirely" if the world is to avoid dangerous climate change, scientists say: http://bbc.in/1wTSKX2

"Nobody on this planet is going to be untouched by the impacts of climate change"
-Rajendra Pachauri Chairman, IPCC

 The unrestricted use of fossil fuels should be phased out by 2100 if the world is to avoid dangerous climate change, a UN-backed expert panel says.'


You can read/download the IPCC's Synthesis Report '15 here: http://ipcc.ch/pdf/assessment-report/ar5/syr/SYR_AR5_LONGERREPORT.pdf 


Wagah Blast

Extremely sad for those who lost their loved ones in the devastating blast at Wagah border, Lahore yesterday. In spirit with you people. And may their souls rest in peace who departed this world.
This terrible thing MUST be strongly condemned worldwide. Downright pathetic and disgusting act by the evil anti-peace malicious factions of extremists in this region. So awful.

To be continued...

Read about it at: http://www.bbc.com/news/world-asia-29872426

Pfft.

Lalalalalalaalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala. Even my imaginary friends seem to drift so far away.

NO! Come back, you. </3


Friday 31 October 2014

Halloween!

Something that just came to my mind. I was so looking forward to have a great something this eve' but like always shortage of things which have flesh covered by skin called 'humans'. LOL. Pretty awkward considering I am one of them.... Anyway.......

On All-Hallows Night 
When sadness is at its height
I drift into an endless facade of thoughts
Feeling like I've been drugged with morphine shots
Dressed up as a vampire
Filled with satire
I feel like I've died before dying
Can't the world just stop lying?
Its really is so unfair
When the people you hold so dear don't care
This loneliness hurts like hell
I search for someone whom I could tell
All that is running inside my head
A soul that could understand everything I said
I want to go out and walk past by the sea
Need a peaceful quite place where I could flee

Okay, now. This is undauntedly making me emotional. Laters I guess. I just really feel kind of I-don't-know-hot-to-put-it, having a imaginary Halloween party with all those pumpkins and guises, bonfire, delicious foods, and fun and all. BUT my imaginary friends and foes are here so it's alright I guess. Lets partaaaay. Lalalala. :P I mean seriously Eff it. -_-

Extremely Halloween/Friend-sick atm. :'( <<< Yeah I made a cying sign for the first time in a loong while.Haha. Whatever....



Thursday 16 October 2014

Mysteries of Life

I wonder why there's this mystical thing that flies in my head sometimes. I mean its so mysterious and all. Wondering whether someone else is listening to that very song at that song and feel the same way, you do after hearing it. Especially if that person is connected to you in some way. What if they think of you while hearing it? It would be so amazing to know that... Or what if someone else has read the book you love or watched the movie that you absolutely believe is your favorite; just like you and perhaps more than you? These things are so fascinating. As the beats fuel up your emotions, the feelings override you with pain but hope still remain and you keep holding on...

Sunday 12 October 2014

Hugo

Martin Scorsese, one of the brilliant and eclectically enchanting directors of all times and one of my favs too got up this beautiful and such a deep movie 'Hugo'. I've watched it several times now and it never ceases to captivate me with its fascinating theme and wondrous story. The movie tells so much about cinema, passion, determination, love, hardships and so on. It indeed is a feast for movie lovers like me. Sir Ben Kingsley: Hats off. Perfect performance. As he's done in Schneider List, Prince of Persia, Gandhi etc.

Friday 10 October 2014

AHS: Freak Show

I am soo glad AHS S4 is finally here. Yay! :D It was so cool watching the first episode. Its gonna be a thrilling ride. Awwhhhyeah. Ryan Murphy and Brad Falchuk never cease to amaze their audience as well as the cast.

The opening Music is perfect, and so are the settings. Sarah Paulson's voice is so dreamy and the smile of the killer clown is breathtaking. The Bearded lady? Oooh let's not go there. I really want to be in a Carnival atm. Lolz. I am desperate to see what Emma Roberts will be portraying.

My apologies if this post served as a spoiler for you but I just can't keep it all inside! And anyway, everyone's buzzing about it so yeah.



Wednesday 8 October 2014

If only we could choose whom we fall in love with

If only we could choose whom we fall in love with..... And of all when we do. I don't really regret getting hurt by things like these because we can't run away from them. It's not in our control. We just keep making up stupid reasons like coincidences, blaming our fates, pinning it up on our destinies. In actuality, it's just the way it is: A inevitable happening. Falling in love is really easy but moving on and letting go, that's the hardest part. Sometime it just eats you up like a termite. Slowing and slowly making you hollow from inside and weaken you and then in the end you fade away entirely.
The thing about love is, you can't stop feeling that way, in my opinion. Some call it obsessing, some crushing etc. Funny it may seem; and irrational too but we never stop feeling the same way about the person we fall in love with no matter how hard we try to avoid, ignore, forget etc them. Even after decades if we come across them the spark is still there or at least we still feel something for them... I guess it's just that, when it grows old, it's more like the way we want to believe and feel about it not the way it was truly. At times, its just a memory of the person we used to love, an image we had in mind about the specific individual not about how they really were... In the end, we do however control the way we feel or react to certain feelings and emotions/thoughts so we must focus on the positivity and brighter aspects of our situation.

Side Effects

Saw a exquisitely interesting and really thrilling psychological/mystery thriller. 'Side Effects'. Starring some of my fav actors. Rooney Mara nailed it, she's so beautiful(No gay-feelings here, just saying xD). She's kinda like Kate Mara I think. And like always Channing Tatum was great. The thing about psych. thrillers is they give an insight into a persona mind, a glimpse of what its like to live a deviated and troubled life. They tell you about the hardships people go who have congenital/induced dysfunction. How dangerously deceptive some people can be etc. What's more is I love psychology so I really get entranced by them. Albeit I haven't seen much of the genre, there comes a funny and hilarious when you actually believe you have that disorder or thingie the characters had. Lolz. Se7en, Insomnia, Fracture, Orphan, The Tall Man etc. Cool movies. Can be twisted sometimes. So anyway yeah, people can be really sick sometimes, be careful whom you get acquainted with.

Cheers!

Monday 6 October 2014

All Of The Stars by Ed Sheeran

This is such an infinitely amazing and adorably beautiful song. Soo soothing and touche. It just can't be put into words how I feel about the lyrics. It's as if someone has read your mind and...

It's just another night
And I'm staring at the moon
I saw a shooting star
And thought of you
I sang a lullaby
By the waterside and knew
If you were here,
I'd sing to you
You're on the other side
As the skyline splits in two
I'm miles away from seeing you
I can see the stars
From America
I wonder, do you see them, too?
So open your eyes and see
The way our horizons meet
And all of the lights will lead
Into the night with me
And I know these scars will bleed
But both of our hearts believe
All of these stars will guide us home
I can hear your heart
On the radio beat
They're playing 'Chasing Cars'
And I thought of us
Back to the time,
You were lying next to me
I looked across and fell in love
So I took your hand
Back through lamp lit streets I knew
Everything led back to you
So can you see the stars?
Over Amsterdam
You're the song my heart is
Beating to
So open your eyes and see
The way our horizons meet
And all of the lights will lead
Into the night with me
And I know these scars will bleed
But both of our hearts believe
All of these stars will guide us home
And, oh, I know
And oh, I know, oh
I can see the stars
From America
WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHHHYYYYY? WHYYYYYYYYYYYY??????!!! WHY?!?!?!

The Conjuring

I'm not much of a horror movie person but again I made an exception and watched 'The Conjuring' today. A good albeit insanely hilarious movie. Based on true case files of two paranormal investigators in the United States, starring one of my favorite actors; Patrick Wilson, and one of the 'highest grossing horror films of all time' it is something worth devoting a few hours to IF you've got a knack for horror genre otherwise don't fuck up your mental chemistry. And chill on. I won't give any spoilers just cuz... It can be really annoying sometimes. It's got a sequel coming up next year.

Slainte!

Friday 26 September 2014

-_-

SCREW ALL OF IT. SCREW EVERY DAMN BLOODY THING IN THIS WORLD.

Lessons

One of the most monumental things I've learnt from life up till now is that it keeps throwing shit at you, no matter how hard you try. You can never rest. One way opens and another closes. You feel down and hopeless, a pathway opens up and just that very moment another one closes. Some people believe quite the contrary but it's downright true. Others just momentarily share the bliss and your joy, regardless in the end its you who's feeling whatever that is. But you can't give up on your dreams, and submit to the whimsical standards/demands of those around you. Life's unpredictable. Never let go and don't take yourself to the point ever when you'll have to say 'if only I'd tried harder or gone for it'.
You can never choose your family but you choose where you end up. Its up to you to take all the risks. Without risks life is deemed to fail and your world collapse. There's always hope. And people who never stop loving you. Yeah sometimes you mistake some and give them them so much importance that they take you for granted.That doesn't mean they were untrue with you. Time changes people. We can't have everything we want or desire. And the people we want to stay they don't stay forever in our lives. So we have to make peace with that. And realize that those who love us, their love should be enough for us...

And 

Just a little something we should never forget:

"YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'VE GOT 'TIL IT'S GONE'............................

Monday 22 September 2014

I mean like, Seriously!

Imran Khan and Terror-ul-Qadri really really need to get themselves checked by some mental health professional. Lulx.

Holy Smokes!

Pfffffffft. The Chilly moment when you put your green chilli laden hands in your eyes. Jksjldomouisinshjajnbsh! -_-

Sunday 21 September 2014

Inspirational words!

Some deep words by Sir Omair Rana: 

'My dear students,

As you receive your results, whether good or bad, I want you to remember that it reflects the gauged opinion of one individual for one thing you did in one tested moment. 

It does NOT reflect who you are.

It does NOT reflect what your future holds. 

Life is so much more than alphabet printed on a UK university letterhead. 

Live your life
Help others live theirs. 

If I haven't taught you this, I haven't taught you anything.

Love,
Mr. Rana'


An Eulogy

Dear Beloved, 

To be honest, there are no words that can and could be ever said to describe the kind of person (Person’s name) was. (She/he) was a hidden miracle in this world. So eager so find out the reason behind everything. Too anxious to know other people, make them smile and share their pain.
(Person’s full name) was the most gorgeous, beautiful person I’d ever come across in my life. (She/he) lit up my world and taught me the meaning of love. I’ve never known such a caring and selfless person. (Her/his) smile was the most charming thing about (Her/him). The way (She/he) made me feel about me was in actuality grand and striking. (She/he) made life beautiful by just being a part of it. Even (Her/his) thoughts made me forget the deepest shit that was happening in my life or happened to me before.
(Person’s name) didn’t and don’t want anybody to feel sorry for (Her/him). (She/he) died an honorable death and would always be remembered by me and everyone else as a light that lit up our lives, as a star that once shone upon us. (She/he) was supposed to live longer and deserved much more than she had. The mark (She/he) has left upon our lives is irreplaceable and ever lovely.
I’m so proud and I feel extremely great to have known such a person and I’m really glad that (She/he) was a part of my life, that we had something which we shared. A piece of (Her/him) will be always in me. And I guess I’ll always love (Her/him) and would feel (Her/his) presence with me. (She/he) gave me an eternity in our little time together. I’ll miss you so much, (Person’s name). 

Things to do at the funeral:
-Read the Eulogy (Please write one for them, they deserve it)
-Serve that person’s favorite food and drinks
-Play their favorite song(s)
-Put lots of their favorite flower(s) on their grave

Note: I am extremely sorry for your loss if you have lost someone. Please don’t feel angry or bad about my writing this. I was just sitting once and I thought about what I would want the person who loved me the most in this world to say about me, after or before I died and so I wrote this… Because you have got to put yourself in that person’s shoes. It will help you make it through the grief. Once again my deepest condolences. And this is definitely NOT a pun. 

Yours Seriously,
Mishaal Tariq.


P.S. Okay Goddammit I can't help it! Hahahahahahahahahahahaha.
       ^This was so lame. xD :P :D ;)

Saturday 20 September 2014

Sure Enough for the Two of Us

She wanted to be the fun girl, the kind who didn’t care if a guy ever spoke to her again after one night. He knew they’d just go their separate ways after the internship, so he eventually stopped calling. But the two couldn’t stop thinking about each other. Read on in:
This is so hilarious but well, really cute : Sure Enough for the Two of Us, NYT.

John Greens' legacy



John Green is not just any random author, in fact IMO no author is ‘random’. So yeah, he’s this fabulous author of bestseller books like ‘The Fault In Our Stars, Paper Towns and An Abundance of Katherine’s’. The words connect to your heart like so deeply. You’re left in a trance of vivid imagination and awe. I feel like I’m really ‘there’ there with the characters and experiencing whatever is happening. It’s all just so fascinating and beautiful. John Green really does understand the mind and psyche of the teenagers and adolescents of the twenty-first century when others are busy addressing the merely abhorrent issues and clinging to the ‘norms’. He’s an author of his own kind, and one rarely comes across someone as classy as him. You feel like he has ‘read your mind and you belong’. While or after reading his books, you feel like never stopping and want it go on forever. You might the book once, but the feelings stay with you forever. They’re memorably comforting, witty, charming and tragic but the humor veils the sadness in a lovely way. They teach you things that are exceptionally important in your life: your friends, family, love and feelings and your outlook on life. While reading him, I feel like ‘I’m on a roller coaster’ and I never want to get off it, ever.

Tuesday 16 September 2014

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Oh God. I can't wait for AHS, Revenge, White Collar, and Castle etc to start! Like OhEmmmmGeeeeeeee! Yay. Ohh why of course Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D too. Life seems like a roller coaster and I just keep on finding it more thrilling and fascinating to ride it till I get weary. I'm never gonna give up. 'Infinite future' awaits me. Sometimes I wonder if people saw me the way I see myself and live in my memories and thoughts, would they still want me, love me or stay with me? But in the end it doesn't matter. Everything in the end, transcends into timeless oblivion.

Wednesday 10 September 2014

You & Me: A Song



You and Me- By MT™

Torn by the pain of love
I scream into the void
No, it can’t bring back the times I wanted to last forever
Sometimes it’s best to let go

My heart bleeds for you only
Its true what was between us
See, you can’t deny it
Those lovely fires it lit
I guess sometimes it just can’t be
 You and me

I’m going to wait right here
Hoping you’re somewhere near
Those memories will stay in my mind forever
I guess it’s better to live brave with no fear

My heart bleeds for you only
Its true what was between us
See, you can’t deny it
Those lovely fires it lit
I guess sometimes it just can’t be
You and me

I won’t cry cause’ for me you once cared
I’m glad we met, all those moments we shared
If that’s all I’ve left of us
I’ll hold onto it until the end

And won’t let go till I die
 (x2)

My heart bleeds for you only
Its true what was between us
See, you can’t deny it
Those lovely fires it lit
I guess sometimes it just can’t be
You and me
(x4)