Need Nobody lalala

When your Lord is with you and He loves you. And when your family, your parents give you all the love you need, who else do you need? I don't suppose I do. Saves the knowing thing and trust stuff, because you can never know anyone. There always lingers this thing. Family never gives up on you. Ever. So far when I've needed someone the most, it has been my family. And yeah, my adorable friends. Some few of them have been always there and will be, I know.

Okay

My mum takes this med, it's named Irecon and this just came to my mind haha. I mean no offense to anyone who has blood pressure but yeah it's the Eye re con. Con not being the crime one but reconnaissance. And yeah re is obviously (not obvv hahahaha) regarding. (I wrote being not at first but then English Language of my dear A-levels lol came to my mind, about how we were talking about real English being lost and its roots etcetera being blurred by the slangs we use these days)

I am so happy to know what they have found out about diabetes treatment! Will post about it when I've read the article and fully.

That One Person

I flickered upon writing this post as a result of watching and hearing on repeat Ed Sheeran's Photograph from one of the most romantic movies ever 'Me Before You'. It's a mix. The feelings and then me writing this. Still unaware of my feelings fully haha. I cannot actually believe I'm crying while writing this but its actually true. 'Most of us have that one person in our lives who changes the way we think or encourage us to look outside the box..' and its very much true. Yes I may sound emotionally retarded or whatever or immature but you can't be immature or unsure forever, yes? I don't know but its true and I've known this feeling. No matter how much I deny it. Well, as the movie Me before You has taught me to live boldly, live well and just live. I intend to, come whatever may. If you just live with whatever has happen or may happen, it's alright. We don't have to be afraid of everything in our lives let alone not take risks or do something that make skin skin crawl. Or the least, live with regrets. Life is really short. Just surprise people and let them know how you feel and don't be afraid about what they might say or what they may never say. And move on. Smile.

"You can't change the way people are... you just love them" 

Love is indeed a very mystical and mysteriously tricky, heartbreaking, silly, funny and lively experience. 

And then what's more heartbreaking (I've no idea why I'm overly using this word haha) is this song from this adorably painfully heart-throbbing song, one the best after Ed Sheeran's 

The song has a beautiful orchestration. That amazing voive just before the track moves onto the chorus. With its soft and melodic warm tones and upbeat thingy from 1:29. It just make your heart skips a beat and as you move forward you just can't hold those tears back. The lyrics are so touche and its just... Its a song about enduring. A song about letting go while you're still hurting. A song about holding on and loving with no bounds. That love is rare. Rare. RARE. You don't have to be with the person you love, to love them or love them more. Or stop loving them. Mind me, though, I'm no love expert. No one is. It just happens. And you have no control over it. If you do control it, you will wither, trust me. And then at 3:19 the beat reaches its highest. Its just truly melting and softly hurts. It synchronizes perfectly with how you feel. True to the feeling its written about. I am definitely doing a cover for this, maybe I'll upload this on my instagram account: mishaaltariq12 

Check it out, when of course its there lol. I am not writing this post anymore. I'll go crazy. There's just so much going on my mind. And then there's Pretty Little Liars ending this year. And Nolan and Emms came in my dreams. I miss you both so much too! They ended Revenge too soon. Too soon :( And my grandmother. I don't live with my grandparents anymore so I miss her so much, my grandma, she came into my last night so I called her up today. I just love the people in my life, unconditionally and truly and forever. Until then: Live Boldly, Live Well and Just Live. 

I'm sharing the lyrics here, they're too beautiful to not share. Every word. Every. Word. 

Loving can hurt, loving can hurt sometimes
But it's the only thing that I know
When it gets hard, you know it can get hard sometimes
It is the only thing that makes us feel alive

We keep this love in a photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Hearts are never broken
And time's forever frozen still

So you can keep me
Inside the pocket of your ripped jeans
Holding me closer 'til our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone, wait for me to come home

Loving can heal, loving can mend your soul
And it's the only thing that I know, know
I swear it will get easier,
Remember that with every piece of you
Hm, and it's the only thing we take with us when we die

Hm, we keep this love in this photograph
We made these memories for ourselves
Where our eyes are never closing
Hearts were never broken
And time's forever frozen still

So you can keep me
Inside the pocket of your ripped jeans
Holding me closer 'til our eyes meet
You won't ever be alone

And if you hurt me
That's okay baby, only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won't ever let you go
Wait for me to come home
Wait for me to come home
Wait for me to come home
Wait for me to come home

You can fit me
Inside the necklace you got when you were sixteen
Next to your heartbeat where I should be
Keep it deep within your soul

And if you hurt me
Well, that's okay baby, only words bleed
Inside these pages you just hold me
And I won't ever let you go

When I'm away, I will remember how you kissed me
Under the lamppost back on Sixth street
Hearing you whisper through the phone,
"Wait for me to come home."  

We shall go

I know I should've not taken the aspirin with hot milk but I did and now theres a twingy feeling near my chest. Hah! We should take care of this body God has given us and not persecute the soul, the heart and the body of course. Its His to return. I am feeling kinda teary because I miss my besties from Highschool. I am so glad I have two in my class and I'll develop a more stronger bond with them hopefully, soon. It takes time. I'm old but yeah. Lol. It felt good reading Will Grayson in the bus in the morning. Crossing the roads is such a task though. Its like I have to pass through the crossroads to get to the place where my college bus stops. There's sunlight flooding the place, lots of dust and amazing noise. Whoa. Where was I? Oh yeah, so gradually and eventually you get along with someone, and in my case I can take months or whatever, years (haven't stayed with someone that long) to know someone and when they go, it used to be somewhat bleak, now that word is almost outta my dictionary YAY. I'm so proud of myself here. Although sometimes, I do go through that natural phase, but I move past swiftly now. Learning learning. Oh yes. Learning. And WILL. Will never leave. (Please, don't- See what I did here? xD) Haha. So yeah. I'd a car, I'd met my folks everyday and hangout with them or at least meet them once in a month, I haven't broken up with them God forbids but see, this kinda draws people away too and I am not that person who does that, I know everyone is busy and all so.. I have faith after all.
Wherever the road takes us
We shall go
Without asking anything
We will flow
Along this path
Never giving up
And never running slow
It's a phase
Cannot feel low
Where ever the road takes us
We shall go

YES I WROTE POETRY (Even if it doesn't fall into the category) after so long... 

Yes, i do

So idk but hopefully I'll be breaking formally my writer's block with a synopsis. The calm! Returning back to my normal self after first two intensely insane college weeks. Projects and workshops, assignments, research and debating and social and personal and blogger and photographic and movie and series and thinking life huhhhhhh lol. Give my self braaaake. Your life is indeed a speck of dust in this universe.
I really loved the first day of typographic workshop from a diligent and intuitively amazing teacher from Isbd campus.
Started reading about Zack Synder (maybe it's Snyder?) Anyway yah. Messed up my PR interview pretty hilariously yesterday morning daymn. Haha. Don't care much. Headache is going away. Cough here to stay for some time. (Rhyming inspired by the fiery sis :P)
So yeah. Bring it awn. I shall teach you. What's it like to mess with me. I'll pass this God's test iA. With all my heart (I swear I feel like I get angina at times -God forbids) but of course my face has gotten fat cuz I took boatloads of cupcake and chocolate for the past few months. I'll do it. Adios.

All

I'm leaving it all
Don't need to stall
Don't care whatever falls
Whoever calls
I'm leaving it all

PS. Trynna catch up, I really am. The race gets irrevocably intense. Dot dot dot.

Sketchpad, Faith and Battles

All they found on her was a sketchpad, her sunglasses, rings, mobile phone and tissues.

PS. Idk but there's a recent surge of terrorism, news all day keeps blurting about it. Politicians keep talking but still there's such a long way to go. I don't feel scared or afraid of the terror the inhuman and they're-not-even-worth-calling-this (so-called extremists) want to spread, though, it does feel insecure going on buses, in supermarkets, never knowing what could happen. Of course we don't, but there's a certain entailment of these thoughts in the subconscious which creates somewhat restlessness. Life is very much unpredictable. All we can do is let go of everything and live in the moment. And. Have Faith. Believe that He's always protecting us.

PSS. Newzealandia! Just read about it the other day. Prospective eighth continent! Whoaa. So riveting.

PSSS. Pluto hot kicked off the list of planets some years ago! How strikening and peculiar. I'll post more later and soon.

Until then, Godspeed and may the odds be ever in everyone's favor. Well of course except the crazy killers and murderers (terrorists). And may our Army win the battle against them, swipe them from every inch of this amazing nation.
Pakistan. Always.
Pakistan Zindabaad.
Pakistan Paindabaad.

Pun Tales

Terminal illness: Albeit I should not be making fun of it and I mean no hurt whatsoever. Here goes anyway: the illness that a terminal gets when there's too much traffic or snowy days..

Sandwiched

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