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SCREW ALL OF IT. SCREW EVERY DAMN BLOODY THING IN THIS WORLD.

Lessons

One of the most monumental things I've learnt from life up till now is that it keeps throwing shit at you, no matter how hard you try. You can never rest. One way opens and another closes. You feel down and hopeless, a pathway opens up and just that very moment another one closes. Some people believe quite the contrary but it's downright true. Others just momentarily share the bliss and your joy, regardless in the end its you who's feeling whatever that is. But you can't give up on your dreams, and submit to the whimsical standards/demands of those around you. Life's unpredictable. Never let go and don't take yourself to the point ever when you'll have to say 'if only I'd tried harder or gone for it'.
You can never choose your family but you choose where you end up. Its up to you to take all the risks. Without risks life is deemed to fail and your world collapse. There's always hope. And people who never stop loving you. Yeah sometimes you mistake some and give them them so much importance that they take you for granted.That doesn't mean they were untrue with you. Time changes people. We can't have everything we want or desire. And the people we want to stay they don't stay forever in our lives. So we have to make peace with that. And realize that those who love us, their love should be enough for us...

And 

Just a little something we should never forget:

"YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'VE GOT 'TIL IT'S GONE'............................

I mean like, Seriously!

Imran Khan and Terror-ul-Qadri really really need to get themselves checked by some mental health professional. Lulx.

Holy Smokes!

Pfffffffft. The Chilly moment when you put your green chilli laden hands in your eyes. Jksjldomouisinshjajnbsh! -_-

Inspirational words!

Some deep words by Sir Omair Rana: 

'My dear students,

As you receive your results, whether good or bad, I want you to remember that it reflects the gauged opinion of one individual for one thing you did in one tested moment. 

It does NOT reflect who you are.

It does NOT reflect what your future holds. 

Life is so much more than alphabet printed on a UK university letterhead. 

Live your life
Help others live theirs. 

If I haven't taught you this, I haven't taught you anything.

Love,
Mr. Rana'

An Eulogy

Dear Beloved, 

To be honest, there are no words that can and could be ever said to describe the kind of person (Person’s name) was. (She/he) was a hidden miracle in this world. So eager so find out the reason behind everything. Too anxious to know other people, make them smile and share their pain.

(Person’s full name) was the most gorgeous, beautiful person I’d ever come across in my life. (She/he) lit up my world and taught me the meaning of love. I’ve never known such a caring and selfless person. (Her/his) smile was the most charming thing about (Her/him). The way (She/he) made me feel about me was in actuality grand and striking. (She/he) made life beautiful by just being a part of it. Even (Her/his) thoughts made me forget the deepest shit that was happening in my life or happened to me before.

(Person’s name) didn’t and don’t want anybody to feel sorry for (Her/him). (She/he) died an honorable death and would always be remembered by me and everyone else as a light that lit up our lives, as a star that once shone upon us. (She/he) was supposed to live longer and deserved much more than she had. The mark (She/he) has left upon our lives is irreplaceable and ever lovely.

I’m so proud and I feel extremely great to have known such a person and I’m really glad that (She/he) was a part of my life, that we had something which we shared. A piece of (Her/him) will be always in me. And I guess I’ll always love (Her/him) and would feel (Her/his) presence with me. (She/he) gave me an eternity in our little time together. I’ll miss you so much, (Person’s name). 

Things to do at the funeral:

-Read the Eulogy (Please write one for them, they deserve it)

-Serve that person’s favorite food and drinks

-Play their favorite song(s)

-Put lots of their favorite flower(s) on their grave

Note: I am extremely sorry for your loss if you have lost someone. Please don’t feel angry or bad about my writing this. I was just sitting once and I thought about what I would want the person who loved me the most in this world to say about me, after or before I died and so I wrote this… Because you have got to put yourself in that person’s shoes. It will help you make it through the grief. Once again my deepest condolences. And this is definitely NOT a pun. 

Yours Seriously,

Mishaal Tariq.

P.S. Okay Goddammit I can't help it! Hahahahahahahahahahahaha.
       ^This was so lame. xD :P :D ;)

Sure Enough for the Two of Us

She wanted to be the fun girl, the kind who didn’t care if a guy ever spoke to her again after one night. He knew they’d just go their separate ways after the internship, so he eventually stopped calling. But the two couldn’t stop thinking about each other. Read on in:
This is so hilarious but well, really cute : Sure Enough for the Two of Us, NYT.

John Greens' legacy

John Green is not just any random author, in fact IMO no author is ‘random’. So yeah, he’s this fabulous author of bestseller books like ‘The Fault In Our Stars, Paper Towns and An Abundance of Katherine’s’. The words connect to your heart like so deeply. You’re left in a trance of vivid imagination and awe. I feel like I’m really ‘there’ there with the characters and experiencing whatever is happening. It’s all just so fascinating and beautiful. John Green really does understand the mind and psyche of the teenagers and adolescents of the twenty-first century when others are busy addressing the merely abhorrent issues and clinging to the ‘norms’. He’s an author of his own kind, and one rarely comes across someone as classy as him. You feel like he has ‘read your mind and you belong’. While or after reading his books, you feel like never stopping and want it go on forever. You might the book once, but the feelings stay with you forever. They’re memorably comforting, witty, charming and tragic but the humor veils the sadness in a lovely way. They teach you things that are exceptionally important in your life: your friends, family, love and feelings and your outlook on life. While reading him, I feel like ‘I’m on a roller coaster’ and I never want to get off it, ever.

...

Oh God. I can't wait for AHS, Revenge, White Collar, and Castle etc to start! Like OhEmmmmGeeeeeeee! Yay. Ohh why of course Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D too. Life seems like a roller coaster and I just keep on finding it more thrilling and fascinating to ride it till I get weary. I'm never gonna give up. 'Infinite future' awaits me. Sometimes I wonder if people saw me the way I see myself and live in my memories and thoughts, would they still want me, love me or stay with me? But in the end it doesn't matter. Everything in the end, transcends into timeless oblivion.

You & Me: A Song

You and Me- By MT™

Torn by the pain of love

I scream into the void

No, it can’t bring back the times I wanted to last forever

Sometimes it’s best to let go

My heart bleeds for you only

Its true what was between us

See, you can’t deny it

Those lovely fires it lit

I guess sometimes it just can’t be

 You and me

I’m going to wait right here

Hoping you’re somewhere near

Those memories will stay in my mind forever

I guess it’s better to live brave with no fear

My heart bleeds for you only

Its true what was between us

See, you can’t deny it

Those lovely fires it lit

I guess sometimes it just can’t be

You and me

I won’t cry cause’ for me you once cared

I’m glad we met, all those moments we shared

If that’s all I’ve left of us

I’ll hold onto it until the end

And won’t let go till I die

 (x2)

My heart bleeds for you only

Its true what was between us

See, you can’t deny it

Those lovely fires it lit

I guess sometimes it just can’t be

You and me

(x4)

Children

Here are some things you need to know about your children. Parent-child relationship is a tricky and hugely attention deserving one. Its' really crucial and highly sensitive. Even a single word can bring your child's whole world crumbing down. I don't have kids and have no authority on this matter but still I feel strongly that there is a need for the parents of today and tomorrow to regard this is as extremely important...

Genuinely get interested in their lives. Well some people would think what parent isn't interested in their childs' life but trust me, there 'are' parents who don't even know their children at all or care about them.

Don’t raise your kid in a joint family until the family is like exquisitely loving and comfortable. And until after you’ve given each member a strict notice and understanding to NOT interfere in any of your Childs' matters, politely and tell them that you’ll appreciate any suggestions BUT you must remember those suggestions should NOT affect your child in any way.

Have kids ONLY after you know ALL abt child psyche, how to bring them up. How to deal with them. Etc.

Give them paints. Coloring pencils. Crayons. Etc art things. Tell them abt different color combinations. If you’re scared of the surroundings getting ruined well it’s high time you change your thinking. Kids are kids. If you will stop them from doing things they like, they will resist, rebel. Hatred can promote in their hearts towards you. Their self-esteem will be quashed. Confidence ruined. And what not. So please. Be careful.

Their OWN room please. Every individual deserves privacy starting right from their childhood. You can however always keep checks in certain ways.

Talking is the best way to get to know your child. If you focus on being close to them from the start.
Understanding them. Then they will always open up to you. And will spill everything. But then again you will have to be patient and listen even if they have murdered someone (God forbid. Lolz)   


Dedicate and fix their Cartoon hours/time.

Animated movies.

Toys   




Read them bed time stories

 If they spend time doing WHATEVER they want LET THEM DO IT! Don’t stop them.

Take them to parks on a weekly/daily basis. Associating and developing love of nature can be really fruitful to some individuals.

NEVER compare them to any other person on this planet.

Allow then to hangout with their friends. HOWEVER keep a background check on the friends they have, meet their families, parents especially. Make sure they go to a public place. Tell them a specific time to reach back home. Keep in touch via cell phone. However don’t call like hilariously while they are hanging out with their friends. :P

Keep discussing their college apps with them. Have them see a career counselor if they are confused or even if they aren’t it helps a lot in figuring what they really want to do. Its very important. Support them in their decisions. See, let them become what they want. It’s their life, their dreams, I know they’re your children and your blood and you own them but then it comes to what you want not what they want. And its totally IRRATIONAL! Let them know your advice/suggestions etc however.But never impose.




NEVER like EVER force them or influence them in any way to choose a career what you want for them.
Don’t let them watch horror movies. Especially in their childhood. It DESTROYS and screws their mental chemistry like SO badly that you can’t imagine. The things they watch can result in nightmares, fear of things, disturbances in daily routine and much more disastrous consequences.

I’ll re-edit this late on. Lots to add on.

Something.

Its true, I guess. 'Love is just a shout in the void'. Its just so pointless. Nobody answers back. Not even the people you honor and hold really dear to yourself. When you need them the most they are not there. And when it's all okay, they sprout out of nowhere. I just want to matter, at least in the life of someone. Be it anybody, I just wanna know that I hold some significance, genuine one, in someone's life. I do, I guess. There's this one angel who adores me and I love that cute angel very much. Its more hurting the 'missing' part than the loving one. Ugh. Even when you think you have moved on, when you remember them, it just seems like you still love them. But in reality it's just a memory you feel like you love. In actuality it's all faded away. I'm soo tired of feeling that way. And then it all keeps running inside my mind trying to make me feel cynical but I am not a fool to let it do that. Never. Fuck this shit seriously. It leaves me in awe when people so close to you fail to understand you. And don't even 'know' the real you. Tsk Tsk. Sometimes some people cannot see you succeed in your life, albeit they claim that they want you to be happy... I guess I'll just keep pretending that everybody loves me, and I've got everyone there for me when I need to spill. Me and my imaginary friends. People. Persons. Etc...

By the way damn. I have become a sleepaholic as of lately. Sometimes, I wake up and feel like so tired and then sleep again. Lolz.  I really really hate being unproductive and sleeping a lot IS unproductive so... Pfft. I have to and I MUST contribute to this world in some way. Hopefully I'll get off this roller coaster soon. Battles and more battles yet to be fought for existence and making your mark...

In the end, it doesn't matter to me. I don't need others to make me feel I'm worth something because I am worth something! I DON'T bloody need anyone to be what I am and what I want to be or will be. I don't care.

Rain, rain, rain.

Whoa, it's been raining since the last few days, round-the-clock. Such a romantic, cool and amazing weather! Albeit somewhat sad and lonely. The Cloud was painted with colors of red, orange, slightly yellow-ish, pink, light blue and mauve making it look so immensely lovely yesterday evening. The lush green leaves swaying in their own mystic melody. Those dark grey clouds and bursts of thunder make it all the more epic. I could just stare at it all forever. Yay.