Quaid ka paigham

Oh well. So only three minutes have passed. No worriessss

Happy Yaum-e-Takbeer.
Alhumdulillah.
On May 28th Pakistan became a Nuclear power with Grace. May Allah protect us in front of any adversity and from all odds. Ameen.

#togetherwewill #PakistanZindabad #UnityFaithDiscipline

PS. These days I just feel like listening to Jinnah the movie's Junoon se aur ishq se SO much. Coming from ancestors who migrated here.. hearing all those harrowing tales of sadness, grief and terror and torture... Heartbreaking.. I'll be making an archive and a graphic novel on this IA!

Not here to stay

There's so much to say
It's been a long time
Stories untold, times slowly unfold
A part of me,
Wants to set my soul free
Does it even matter?
It pleas
For nobody is here to stay
Life is just a bit of what this universe has to offer
A tiny speck of dust
Whirling through this mighty existence
Timeless and infinite
Let your imagination go wild
Let them all flow
Through the rivers of divine perception
Forget and let go
Smile and live in those smallest of moments
They'll all be one day,
Unforgettable tales 
No need to rush,
Whats best is slow
Erase all the traces of reality
But never let yourself go
Don't forget the way back
Nor let yourself lose your head
A time will come
When it will all pass
Light and an endless calm
Memories lost in an abyss
A silent bliss that shall always prevail
It was all worth it nevertheless
Nothing really matters in the end
As we all are not here to stay

Heal the World

All of us really need to do this and we can make this world a better place. xx



https://www.everydayhealth.com/emotional-health/cognitive-dissonance/how-why-reduce-cognitive-dissonance-you-feel/

PS. Reminds me of M.Jacksons soundtrack.

PPS. AllahYarKhan and the legend of Markhor will be an amazing watch! All the more reason to love animated films more and more! :)

                                                                                              Image: Not mine

I was reading some parents comments about how fifth graders should watch Infinity War and I was like (to myself) what is even going on in their minds. Its rated G for their growth's sake. It was funny to see how some kids used their parents accounts to type in their wants. Haha. Childhood really is beautiful. I hope I make my DeeJees and Snow's better.

Edit: My 2-D game seems to be inspired by the core ideas, I didn't know that surprisingly. Hmm. Need more brainstorming. Lalalalalalalalalalalalala... 

Of niceties and animal shelters

Pacifica is a nice app. Love it's soundscapes! Especially the Summer night one. Takes you to another place.  Playing video games after so many years, tbh, I used to play talking Tom gold run and subway surfers, once upon a time I used to play virtual cop, age of empires, spider Man etcetera. And now. I'm evolving. Haha
Slowie

These Summers, I'm not going to focus on improving my social skills as being with crowds ain't my things. I'm going to focus on self- growth. Self-realization and reflection. Untangle it all. And let go of everything. Make peace with my dark side, embrace it and befriend it rather than battling it. Make it a better me. I don't know what's going to happen next. I hope I'm forgiven.

PSS. If anyone wants to work on forming an animal shelter in Lahore email me @ mishaal.linguist@gmail.com
I'd love to hear your views, proposals and outlook. xx

PS. My portrait sketching skills telling me to apply for Interpol or somethings sketch artists *ironically speaking xD* *inner-criminology-love-rekindling*

And please pray my first video games gets out fineeeeee. And my mind cooperates. xD

The Month of All Months

Ramazan Kareem is here, just like a blink of an eye. Second fast already.
Time. And space. How they drive the universe and how they're driven by Him. Alhumdulillah.

Ramazan Mubarak to every Muslim out there. May Allah SWT protect us from the evil that prevails. Actually we really are half evil and cannot blame satan at all. The monsters reside in ourselves. That's the irreparably hardest thing to realize and accept. The sooner we do, the better. May He grant us the conscience to forgive and forget, to be merciful and to spread peace and happiness. To save our brothers and sisters in need and provide for them. To clean our environment. To clean our own selves. And so on
.....

PS. Lastly, whoever is reading this, do pray for me. JazakAllah.
#GodBlessPakistan #HumanityMatters

Recite as much as you can and donate to the needy. Help others. Treat them like you'd like to be treated.

Ta-da

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Cool mayn!'

Collision

I really need to leave. Everything. A break. From people. Things. School. Food. Family. My mind. All of it.
Just me and my Lord and some mountains. And erm, books. My player too. xoxo

This is me being rational. And not negative or pessimistic. I accept my dissonance. I will learn to live with it. It's what makes me too. Even if the whole world collides and leaves. Doesn't matter.

Let go

No one is going to rescue me. Nobody is free enough. I have got to understand that everyone is fighting a fight of their own. Sweet little sometimes bitter fights. Its upto us to get up or remain fallen.

Well.

I choose to be a survivor, I AM. I will always be. **** all the things that need effing up :)

Existence is temporary and at the same immortal, you will always stay in Gods eyes and that's all you need. I recently found out I have a thing for perfectionism. Well. Honestly, I should not. It raises your stress levels. And in extreme cases and people prone to deviating, leads to some risky stuff. Risk is a part of life however. I am starting to start the habits I left or simply felt disinterested in. I am starting to accept and realize. This dawn is beautiful. Dysfunctionality at times is helpful and your strength. So I need to embrace it and ride the wave.
Lets get done with this semester. Well, to start. With the day, and I shall get with the week, the month and of course the semester. Senior year kind of here. You don not need other to be with you or stay with you. Those who have to will. Those who will not and don't be thankful that they don't cuz it shows the reality of life and its good for you.

PS. Sophie's world is an amazing read! Still halfway through after a year. Intense. Really.


Will say adios with this player in my life. xoxo