I did it?

So I finally gave it a try and spoke for the first time in a parliamentary tournament. Yay, I guess? It was quite thrilling in actuality and a good experience albeit all those weird pauses, case preps, critiques where you wish you should have known all that before, or should have never gone up and all. The most considerable time for me was the case prep. It's fun. Didn't break but still we tried, so yeah. Although there wasn't really a decorum to be followed. The cross-talks wee really entertaining though. Bleh. Its nice actually, to face something new, to make mistakes and learn so that you actually do it better or perhaps nail it next time. I don't think there's any so-called losing or winning in debating. All that matters is; what you speak and whether you speak or not. I missed BLKC soo badly. Damn. Every split second of it. And those angels who were with me. Those 'Angels'...

I'll always have infinitely high regards for Sir Ali Hanan, Aaisha and Aimma & Raazia who helped me so much as a debater and motivated me to go for parliamentaries. You showed me what I am capable of. I'm so glad for my folks to be in this with me too. Surprising as it may seem to me. Public speaking has always been a passion and interest of mine since I was born lulx. It makes you feel like you life is worth living. You can let it all out in a productive way. Give voice to the unheard and so much more.

Now let's have some chocolates, almonds and juices, shall we? Cause' my sugar level is going down. And I've got a 'L.O.N.G' way to go.
Ciao ciao....