Would you?

I come to you broken and bruised
Would you still consider me your muse?
For this pain, I have no excuse
Oh, its a part of me, I won't refuse
A dilemma really? Are you that confused?
You just will not know, would you?
Your inquest, it's madly profuse
Our love was meant to diffuse
Nothing is nowadays does amuse
Sugarcoating it is no longer a use
Empathy and understanding is what you've lost
You just will not know, would you?


Captain America I love you so much! And Argo-fuck-yourself. xD Ben Affleck you go. *Hearts*. Drafting class really fucked me up today. Insane work to do. Measurements have never been my thing! I won't stop though, now. Would I? And you know what, pressure is good, albeit not that much. There are times and always will be when you're almost off the fence but you just have got to hold on. There are much brighter and happier things to focus on. Books, movies.. The world isn't short of stuff that you won't find solace in. Let it break you, only it won't break you or stop you, it's going to build you and weaponize you even more than before. So keep storming through those pathways with a smile and hope. There's and always will be a light when all other lights fade out. *Okay, I'm treading towards -Lord-of-the-Rings-sick-emotional-state-where-I-miss-Frodo-and-Galadriel-and-every-tiny-bit-in-those-movies* And God, I don't dislike to be with people. If they go away what can I do? Try to dig deep world or just mind your own stuff. Always so keen to meddle in others lives. -.-
#IAmWhereIBelong

BETTTYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

The Spring is blooming in its full essence. The gray dawning of soft and wool-y clouds, hide and seek of the sunlight, that aura just like its there in the mountains (I MISS YOU MY LOVE, MY DEAR MOUNTAINS!), those red flowers blossoming in their ever dazzling crimson like reds. And I was thinking this the other day on my way back home, that we must cherish and revere every slightest and minutest of the things. Even if the hand-band person next to you is wearing and especially if they are close to you, because it makes them happy. And seeing others smile with all their heart is the most important thing that matters!

MT (C) 

Visited the cities zoo after ages, for a quick sketching project. I JUST FELT LIKE HUGGING THOSE ADORABLE PUMAS(I guess I've already written about it but anyway, doesn't matter). Charcoals are such blissful medium! Yay. :D

PS. What's a charcoal? A thing that has four coals in it? (Given that 'char' in charcoal is called the numerical alphabet 4, four in the Urdu language (Older origins: Sanskrit and some other languages), reportedly.

And NOW, NOW, NOW. What's modelling clay? Well, obvvvvvvv a clay that models. On a runway. xD 

Unsaid unsaid

https://www.cancer.org/cancer/end-of-life-care/what-to-expect-when-someone-is-near-death.html 

I hope nobody gets to go through this. Ever. Physically or see their loved ones just fade in front of them ... 

If you have a cancer survivor in your family, make every moment count with them. Life is very very short ... .