Hello. Somebody there?

Hum kiyaa hain teray saamnay

Ikk jhalak main garak hou keh reh jataay hain 

So blatantly true. This just made me tremble like so much. There are infinite things to stay, but I just cannot get them out. This block is stupid. Though had so much relief and a comfortable time at the Film festival. Met old peeps. We really, really do need to bring this respect and acceptance in ourselves while watching a movie. Cinema has the power to transform our lives. Its such a huge medium that you just need to bring it along the tide or the tide will get swayed with it. This doesn't make sense? Err we'll see I guess. Too much throbbbbing just like Daru says when he's high on weed lol. Lalala "We need to get out of this scared-of-production-and-finance-constraints dilemma... We need to stick to diversity"- Sarmad Khoosat. 

"I fear the time when our cinema might get influenced  by the studio-culture"- Asghar Nadeem Saeed 

#INEEDSOMANYTISSUESGAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWD *InsertsInfiniteHashtags here* #PleaseTakeMetotheMoonPan 

PS. Watching San Andreas really re-ignited that studying-seismology-fever in me.. Blalala 

A Way...

I now understand why I cannot write these days. It's frigging unfair. Unfair. Unfair. Unfair. A bit sad. And lonely. I don't lament what has come to pass, but nor do I forget what it has taught me. Some things that were not supposed to be, are, and those that were, perhaps have drifted somewhat out of reach. My soul passes out of touch of genuine-ity and I hurt those I dare not for in their happiness lies my salvation and they are those who have been there. Some that I thought would be with me have left. A mark flares inside my heart from the sadness of their leaving. I am angry over such a long time. Waiting for ghosts. But no longer. Once I find a way, I shall bury my relationships, those that give me pain and bring agony. It won't be regretted. Ever. Just a memory that will make me smile is all it shall stay. But all that is can't be yours. I don't push people away, albeit it sometimes seems I'm very repelling lol. In the end, after all, your best companion is your own self. Anyway, I shall continue to struggle. It will be good for... 

ITS RAINING! WINTER REALLY IS COMING. :D 

It Will

'...Folks in those stories had the chance to turn back, only they didn't, because they were holding onto something....' Awwhhh Sam, I love you. So yeah, even if it's the ocean against your small boat, keep going and row along. Someday, it shall come an end and all will matter.. It will. :P 

Just came across Me and My Shadow! Prolific! Yay. *Puts it up the to-watch-list* 

Pan, Pan, Pan! PAN is coming! :D Pixie dust. Green Wendy and Hook! Oh hook! :P 

'There are more wallflowers in this world than popular kids'. SO Aptly said, Nina Dobrev. 

Dirty Ugly *I don't remember what comes after xD*

The dufffffffffffffffffffffffffffff. OH MY GAWD. Its what I needed so badly at this moment of peak battling! Yay. Lolololololol. 

Breathe

Sometimes when things don't make sense, people you love betray you, hurt you, you just gotta let go, and be it for good, because you never know what's going to come next; it's better to lalala and erase everything, start over and just breathe...

#IMissEmms #Hotelhotelhotel 

It shall

It shall soon be over, you. Give yourself one reason why it can't or won't, Mishaal. One reason. Can't find it, yeah? So, yes, trust me and hold on. You've been on your own for most of the times, (you have amazing people, but in the end it's just you and your mind) this battle will cease soon at last. Live in the moment. And partay.

Okay? Okay.

Oh Lord, may everyone stays safe in Holy Ka'abah! So... No words. 

What.

I can do whatever the hell I'd want to. I will be whoever the hell I want to be. I'll wear whatever the **** I'd deem and will. I don't need or want somebody to lay out my life ahead for me or tell me what to do. Not some freaking robot. Retarded stereotypes. May they die in peace. Misguided lies. And snake like matriarchy. Even deadly than those patriarchs. I feel sad for the people who are so blinded by their egos and yet are so blatant and adamant on projecting it upon me and other women like me. Tsk tsk. May the men; who respect and give greater regard and consideration to their individuality, and love them for who they are, etcetera, be ever happy and blessed. And when the time comes, I hope there is somebody to put me down and take me away from where no one comes back, that is, in case stuff goes deviated and I turn out to be what I never preferred or would like, or my mind gets de-railed. Cause' sometimes I just feel like losing it! 

Let Go

Oh yes! I do control what I feel. Ergo, lets feel um what it is, oh yeah, crazyy. And don't care ever. All that twinchy stuff, into the ground, dig. Dig. Dig the soil. Put it up, fill the hole. And


Let Go.

Let. Go.

I will always do it. Always. 

REBMETPES 72th! KOOH! AMME! 

 

This made my day! No regrets awhyeah. It's okay, silly. 

YOU KNOW WHAT? TO LEMONS WITH EVRYTHING ELSE! I'M GOING FOR IT AND I WON'T STOP! I WILL GET IT. 

People can be mean. What they see, can be unseen. Blalalala. 

Yes, we ARE. Forever.

New times start, a new world starts', but well, um, uhhhh, it's not the same and some part deep down inside your heart whatever it is, whoever it is, or... you miss it, no matter how much you are over it, live with it, block it out, contain it ( couldn't I get a better word here?) you still remember it. Lalala.

Oh my God, this is just so irrevocably beautiful like one of the most beautiful and sad and touchiest thing I've ever come across. If words can do this to you, I mean bring out such emotions in you I have no idea what people, in person can. Oh wow. I haven't even started to come across stuff. Oh God. Whoa.

"Having a friend light-years away taught us that distance is just a state of mind. If you're best friends, then you always will be... No matter where you are in the universe." 

This is for all of the best friends and friends out there! Not jealous or anything, yeah. I am so honored to have you angels as my friends! You know it. <3^∞

There's this one fluffy one lying next to me, but well he's so small. And he's much more than a friend. A Part of My Soul. My Heart. My Soul. My bacha.

PS. You have no idea, how much you people mean to me. xx 

Infinity

'You know how much I love you?' 'Infinity times infinity'

PS. He's just so GORGEOUS! Oh God. So SO cute! Awhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

 Such adorable kids.

He's wearing I guess, five thingies, So much cold.

AND well, lastly;

SO TRUE ! ^Nathan's so looking like a white walker lulz. 

This is Mishaal Tariq, signing off. (Oh yah. I do, Miss my TV lectures and the shooting stuff lalala!) 

BUT I MISS MY FRIENDS THE MOST! If I could teleport like Gordon I would. I really really would. Hydra won't catch me. Stupid octopus organization. Even with Whitehall dead they're like still growing, Damn you, Ward. Anyway where was I? Yeah. And watching my baby sleep. Maybe I could wake him up? But he has his school tomorrow. Mayn! 

Detachment and the thingies

Maybe and well not maybe, it is somewhat my perception. Um, not perception, but the inclined and derogatory creepy, okay a bit creepy (am I trying to dissuade myself here? Uh-oh lol) So, yeah, it’s my thoughts and whatever the situations and happenings have led me to believe (not blaming anything but seriously, it is true) that whomever I meet is going to detach from me and one way or the other most of the people I want or desire to be my great acquaintances/friends/loved ones cannot be. It hurts a lot. Albiet I must believe, that I can’t hope or long to be with most of the beings I come across; meet with, spend time with, talk with and so on… Lalalalala. People always leave. God, the tremors aren’t stopping! I need them to stop, please. PLEASE! Come on. :/ 

The Family that is NOT!

For chrissakes people grow up. This post is intended for every person out there who thinks adolescents, especially women should not have a say in how and when to choose their lives or keep fantasizing about this issue! 

It's so abominably inflammatory and funny at the same time when you're a girl, and that too in Pakistan; the moment you seem to get old (in your family's eyes) you MUST walk properly, cover yourself (yes, my dear friends, note that. Cover yourself. Become a mummy. AND not point it out to those flagrant insolent assholes who just can't lower their fucking gazes). Get into the kitchen. Manage 'stuff'. Try to learn about how to handle situations (God knows what hypothetical situations, one must have in their minds). I mean this is just scratching the tip of the iceberg. If you go out alone, by chance, vehemently, that's an unforgivable sin. Oh, and here's the best part lol, think about the future lol, you know the trash stereotypical marriage BS, I mean it's one individual's bloody right to decide and choose whether they would like to have a family or be with someone or choose whatever life (well yah, fate is there but still) they would like to go for; to live in peace rather than to get into a mess (in most cases sadly). To freely and without any prejudice and pressure, choose if they want to spend their time with people or alone. It's not egotistical or narcissistic, let alone rude and abnormal! Purely justifiable. How utterly despicable to give someone (men, MOST of them) the edge to be assholes and submit your will and sacrifice your priorities, to their trashed and bruised egos.

People don't even speak about it, like its tabooed and something shameful. Let me tell you what shameful is: your pathetic perceptions! And man oh man, choose a career/study path, that won't affect or distort your priorities towards any hypothetical family/situation in their minds, and disturb your household work! Nonsense! Utterly despicable derailed and plagued mindsets of this so called oh-so-developing region. Hahahaha.

PS. I really don't like it, so uncomfortable to get periods when you're sick as eff. Maynnnn. 

Come on Coulson, you can do this! 

I think when the worlds are colliding, you just have to live in the moment. Just see it through, no matter what the consequences. Let's go. 

I can just say this right now; PITCHES you are so perfect! ^_^ 

I'm Slipping Away

It's slipping away
From my hands
I'm dreaming away
Endlessly
What can't be
My eye's can still see
It's too hard to breathe
When you're away
If you could just stay
And we would lay
On this green and dirt
Talk into the night
Gaze at the stars
Blink away
No need to hold back
Let it happen
And dream away
Cause' I'm slipping away

Lalalala 

Wait...

Send your dreams

Where nobody hides

Give your tears

To the tide 

No time

No time

There’s no end

There is no goodbye

Disappear 

With the night

No time

No time

No time

No time

No time 

What if I could just...? It would be so much peace! :P 

This is just so hurtful and unfair but very true!

“That is the fear: I have lost something important, and I cannot find it, and I need it. It is fear like if someone lost his glasses and went to the glasses store and they told him that the world had run out of glasses and he would just have to do without.” I hope nobody bails out anyone when they need that person or someone a lot. Ever. No one deserves to feel that way. So be there for each other and care. Just like, if not as someone who knows that person, as a human being at least. Why is humanity breaking so rapidly? I think this might be just the case. 

I am dying. Can I go out, please? 

Oh, come on. That sunlight after a nice rain or well, some rain. Not that I hate or even dislike it, its just that it be uncomfortable and cranky. :S 

It's just very consequential!

What follows is a quirky poem so read it at your discretion. Lol, I have no idea how it came to me. Must investigate. Anyway, it was dead of the night, and darkness befell me. I was alone. Lying on a red sheet. Hence, my mind drifted into somewhere I didn't myself know. Lulz. The thingy will be posted soon. 

So blatantly adoring

I think; in suffering is the beauty of life and in endurance the thrill of it all... 

Pronto!

Sometimes I just wonder and am so relentless for everything to just happen pronto and get done with it all like a whirlwind, but then the reality dawns upon me that when all that is keeping me hold on, wait, think and all, when it ends, what will there be left to do? So I suppose things, all of them are there for an unknown mystical reason. It's somehow a little bit annoying albeit it passes soon. Lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala. I really want to help people, work with cancer kids, stand on the road tell those trashing around to have a brain. Brainless beings, just like me haha. Work at a pizza joint. Meet this person, meet that person. Twirl over in the wind. Make a documentary about the Pakistani army. And when I do, I'd not regret getting a bullet um in my leg, I mean neck would be too brutal so... Do this, do that, do this do that.......... Gawsh. Something... Not this wasting away like this, please! A strict inequality - division slash-three.

^ Oh, I miss you too, Johanna.

And you ALLLL!

Note: (I apologize beforehand; if my, addressing humans like this causes discomfort to anyone) 

Foxcatcher

And all that time I thought it was Bruce Willis on that small Foxcatcher poster thingy on my rooms' door! Oh God hahahaha. Lol. Well, until I saw the movie. That feeling of Patriotism by the way. The Blue, Red and White flag. <3 

PS. I am about to explodeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Lalalalalalalalala. 

Carry The World

Alors, marre! Bored ennuyer ennuyer!

But I have my own world to carry so I suppose that's something I'll have to cease to afford. :P 

I don't know, but I miss Peeta. A Lot. :'( 

Ergo, Accio chocolate chip! 

Oh God

I could just stare at some pieces forever. So... *Wordless here* xD  

Oh come on Peeta! She's not a mutt, for crissakes. :S 

THIS IS WAR. YOU GET ME. THIS. IS. WAR!!! YOU IDIOT LIZARD'S BABY! 

I suppose that's how it goes

Sometimes I wonder or maybe wondered that you could just erase some stuff, some people from your memory and try to let go and lose yourself in everything and anything you do, it's so amazing to be with yourself, and just get swayed by the stuff you do for your own self. It's not egotistical or indifference, but peace and calm and a justifiable thingy. Yes you do and you get very happy and all adamant about never giving up hope and you never do, but it never does go away does it? You have to live with it every moment if your life, what and whom you know. The people who are not there, who were, some times and some things. I suppose that's how it goes. It hurts, a lot at times, but we must hold onto our strength and smile and be glad that whatever has happened is good for and strive for the best of times even if our world seems to be masked by something dementing. It does end someday. I hope I end mine with a big smile. So yeah. It will be okay.

PS. :) 

The Hunger Games

It never matters if you go too far. Just go where your heart takes you. There you shall find peace. And in that is life. 

I like you so much Katniss! Josh Hutcherson too. And it was so awesome to see Sam Claflin in Catching Fire. Hearts. In your face, Snow. Not you, Jon. Wasn't talking about you. And that track! I knew it was COLDPLAYS'! Atlas. <3 I love you very much Coldplay. So soothing and relaxing. Whoa. Such good treats. Thank you God, in this messy world of wee bits of this stuff. :')

xx 

Yay

:D :D :D 

Oh Si!

Está bien ser una segunda prioridad tal vez. Mejor que no ser una prioridad en todos. Altera Lame.
: P 

Eid Mubarak!

Eid Mubarak, Human beings on the green and blue planet, called Earth that is near Venus. Tis' the festival of harmony, happiness, endurance and love. Eid is the festival, a celebration which marks the month of Fasting 'Ramazan' in Islam. It's exhilaratingly beautiful, the true essence of these days.

And we must always remember those who have departed and those who cannot celebrate it the way we do. Wear what we wear and eat what we eat.

Mesmerizing! Everything Muslims are proud of. 

I feel this intricate and inner joy and satisfaction when Eid comes after Ramazan and this year after the previous one I am glad I felt this way cuz last year well. Haha. Its irrelevant now. It so nice to meet everyone and eat eat eat what you cease to eat in the normal days.

Vermicelli (Calles seviyaan mostly, in the Indian subcontinent. Its a type of Pasta though) 

I like these floating ones more than the thicker ones. Uh-oh I drank too much cold-drinks despite of my no-drinks policy. xD Well, no worries, I suppose. My baby and baby cousin made my eid. Such gorgeous and handsome lovelies. And that sunset! Like awhhh. But I'm planning to not get the Arq Mehndi again btw. So much itching afterwards lol. 

Image source: Google. 

Life would be so much easier without a phone..... 

And I am Goneeeeeeeeeee

I am not there anymore! SO much relief. Sighs. I deleted my Facebook forever. Maybe I'll switch it back on to let some people know but yes. I shall stick to my decision. Phew. 

The Sixth Letter in Alphabet

I wrote this last night, but a power-cut ergo the delay. Anyway, what does it matter: 

That idiot stalker baby lizard! I'm a prisoner in my own room! NOOOOOOOOOOO! Help help help help. It is there, quiescent, like a statue at Madame Tussauds or perhaps a Peacekeeper is preventing me to start a rebellion in District Lunashire. What the sixth letter in the English alphabet. -.- And after two days of exasperatingly humid and intensely hot days, it's raining like God has plans to pour the seas, on us sinners. I cannot open the door or that big one might come in!!! Lalalalalalala. My eyes are like Toms, and they feel like taped to my forehead. I just can't close them, but am in dire need of sleep. Oh come on, you. Sleep. Please. Pretty please. I had to club these down cuz yeah I had to. 

It's very nice by the way when a book store owner you have a rapport with give you a wholesale discount. :D 

OG GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD! MY FRONTAL LOBEEEEEEEE! PLEASE STOP! 

LETS PERSIST. All the way through the times. It will be a good time indeed. No matter what. If it's not. Let's make it good. 

Catnip times

Katniss Everdeen ! You're so classy. I like you.

This, though:

. 

The Night In Pink

It's Eleven in the night and what masks where this soul dwells is a ravingly pink sky. Maybe the cool and soothing breeze will just blow it away. Let us hope so. :')

PS. The title just moves me towards Sherly! Come on Christmas! Quick. Quick. Quick. 

I eat my 'Dates' apparently

My alters were talking this other day with me. I just take a date or two with liquids at the iftaar. And they said: You eat your 'dates'?! xD 

Go Kangaroos! :D 

Oh Bonkers!

Oh bonkers! I used my night-cream as the day one while on my way to BARKI road. See what I did there? Lol. I think maybe they should change the address to 'barki' road as per the signs say. xD 

...

Sow tyred 

Ghosts.2

I think I should and I must delete my Facebook account forever. It's just so draining. Like people... More like Ghosts, peeking in your room when you're changing and doing something solitary. Albeit it's not everyone, but most of them. I'd prefer genuine and honest friends rather than electronic friends. Seriously, this other day I was thinking, let's suppose one dies. Who'd really know lol?  Well, perhaps after days or whatever, but my theory and uh in fact reality stands resolute, who'd and how'd your folks actually come to know that you're going underground now haha. And then with those updates they think and you think too you know whats happening in their life but you DO NOT! Being with someone in person and talking with them about sth, and on the other, reading about their lives and all that it's very different. I don't even want to write about this anymore. Who'd get it anyway. Except.. I don't really know. I just don't. I miss you doves. </3 

Pakistan Army Train Disaster

SO extremely devastated by the train wreck in Gujranwala yesterday. Every army-man lost is a huge stab in my heart. I have absolutely infinite respect for every person in my army. Yes, it's my army. It's Pakistan's army. Ergo, my army. My people.

Preposterously disgusting and bigoted of the media to discuss the blame games and politics, so-called thirty five punctures and other bs whilst the search is being done for the diligent men who defend you. Tsk tsk.

To be continued... 

Ghosts

If lightening was a person I'd have talked to it at the moment. I could really use the..presence of someone.........  Ghosts. Ghosts everywhere.... W.E World. You don't deserve some people. Haha, don't worry, they shall go soon.

PS. Ginger! I don't want to use 'Ha-ha' DON'T YOU GET IT? DON'T YOU?!?! :S 

Dot dot dot

I ruminate its more reasonable to call 1122 rather than calling someone downstairs. Dot dot dot dot dot dot.

Why are the Heatwaves escalating? Well, lets ask and

ARE THEY DARNED KIDDING US?

                                                            Source: BBC 

Wake up, already. Sleepyheads! I think there exists a phenomenon called 'Climate change' and Global warming and they are continuously frangling the temperatures. Everybody's just so interested in the blame game and other BS, whilst the bodies are getting grilled. Lets just hope the Monsoon season goes peacefully. Heatwaves and Flooding? That'd be bad. Really bad. God forbids. So yeah. Take precautionary measures while you're at it, folks!


PS. Someone asked a person what were they studying. The fella replied 'BS in Arts'. The reply he got was 'whoa, you really hate it don't you.' :/  

Just Too Irrelevant

The stereotypical plague that has ruined the society is relentless and it should be punished by infinite guilt and shame in front of the world.

The world is just too irrelevant for some things, stuff, people, beings, creatures... xD 

NO! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! </3 

Don't get snubbed by Ghost of General Zia, you.

Indefinably the governments doing somewhat, a pretty good job, I suppose, reducing the power-cuts. Regardless, more must be done to attend to the catastrophic heat waves in the Southern part of the Country. Death toll crosses 700. Seven Hells! God, be with all. *Unconsciously becomes creepily aware maybe she'll get snubbed by Zia for using 'God'* xD

"You want freedom and they give you 'Pakoras'."

Note: Pakora is a traditional dish served whilst the feast (Iftaar) is served, after the fast. AND this post is inclined clearly for humorous purposes. No disrespect intended for any military personnel or anything. Don't arrest me please. Thank you very much. Long Live Pakistan. Long Live My Army. Long live the World. Bye. 

So he is going to invent one day soon, hopefully, a sky lantern that will be controlled by a remote control! Whoa. You've got brains, sweetie. Just grow up ASAP so we can be the best friends in this whole world. Albeit we still are, aren't we. But you just won't get half of the stuff if I tell it to you. So... 

Accio Rain!

Accio Rain! ^∞ 

It's not raining; Its draining
The silly girl is imploring
She went to the room, where the air is doom
And knew hot as hell would be the flooring  

How to kill someone in ten lines

How to kill someone in ten lines: 

1. Ms. X was a child so bright and ambitious. She was in grade three
2. After some years she did her undergrad and got a cool job with the EU
3. She was so thrilled and always partied like the lions roar while eating their food
4. She had no friends and lived alone, though she had a great family
5. After coming from Seville where she'd gone for vacations she had a pain in the back
6. Ms. X went to a doctor and he told her she has blasted cell carcinoma
7. She told herself it was okay and it will be fine
8. She got herself a nice banana and coffee sundae, and when she was about to sit in her car a truck ran over her
9. It was a cold night so nobody was to be seen nowhere
10. She bled very profusely and died. The angels cried in the heaven and the devil shouted in the hell.

LALALA. I had to do this. I just had to. Or I'd have gone, nuts. Oh no, I just realized there is nobody I know by the name of nuts. 

Yes. She Will.

The battle started a long time ago. And she was chosen for it even long ago, before that, it is imagined. Still the battle continues. She struggles, sometimes wounded and injured,  and sometimes happy, with content and hope that somewhat someday it will be worth it. The latter is better. Then there is a life that's lived far away from what actually is. One that is not real. And that life is much safer and nice, calm and peaceful. And she knows that she has to stick to that life to survive. Yes. She will. 

'Oh, No'. I miss Baymax. Now and forever. </3 

-_-

I hate. I HATE hormonal fuck-ups haha. When you feel like throwing up. And stupid mood-swings. And those twinges. Of all, if you don't get periods in time, the weird feeling. Blehblehlalablehbla.  :S

I'd really like to know, by the way that since when talking to a cable guy become a sin LOL. And voila, officially again, I'm the most narcissistic, egotistical, aggressive and flaunting bitch. Hahahahahaha. A bitch is wanted. A bitch the ones who want, shall never have. :S 

I need a Mendl's!

If you could eat movies. I'd definitely have this everyday. xD

'I think his world had vanished long before he ever entered it- but, I will say; he certainly sustained the illusion with a marvelous grace!' THIS is SO beautiful. Exemplary performance by Ralph Fiennes, Edward Norton and many other amazing people! One of the most perfect funny movies I've ever seen. Wes Anderson you're awesome. Your framing. Gosh. :D

You go BETTYYYYYYYY. Don't be scared of bears, idiot. xD 

Sabeen Mahmud

I was reading this article about Sabeen Mahmud, the Amazing woman who was murdered ruthlessly by chauvinist terrorists allegedly. This is so teary. How her mother describes it... That fire inside the woman. I really wonder what it would have been like to know someone like her.. Wow... It's really wonderful and so beautifully mysterious, how you miss someone so much, when you never met that person and yet you miss them like they were a part of you. Like you lost a great fellow warrior fighting a battle... THEY HAD NO RIGHT TO DO THIS! *Feels like making those jerks work at coal mines who are against women-empowerment*

Schindler's List

Seeing the Schindler's list is like re-living the nearly-exact nightmares and feeling those emotions those people felt. Oh God. This is one of its kind I'm watching.. I just can't go into detail. It's like when someone has sucked the life out of you like a Dementor. The Cinematic allurement is another huge thing to think about. Whoa.

I thought he'd save the Girl in Red! Oh No. *Silently sobs* I think I'd really like to see that tree though, one day perhaps. The music at the end, is so touchy.

Tales of Lunacy 3.0

Okay, Amsterdam. The Dare Is Done. 

Lol xp 

Blahblehblalalalublahla.

PS. I hope I don't feel nasty about this. Tricksty mindses ofs mys ids. 

We Need A Cooper Station ASAP!

I have no idea why this heat makes you sleep so much. I fell asleep and when I woke up, I was like, oh right, I just went out for a while but when I glanced at the clock. Voila, two freaking hours. I hope the Summer fevers go easy. All of this, thanks to the Climate Change which we OURSELVES have brought upon us! I feel so tormented by my own self when I see those water droplets drying useless and being wasted away. Scary, scary scary.

It was very sad to see those pretty Seagulls laced with oil floating lifeless adrift the nightmare. I think I better start gathering up money for sensor taps. Dire necessity of the world at the moment. There should be cut-your-hair-short-to-save-water campaign worldwide. Plus infinite water conservation and afforestation workshops. I mean like bleh. Whatever is happening?!?! The water you drink, in five minutes, it seems like its coming from a heater lol. I had this candle stashed in my closet. By chance I happened to get a glimpse of it, while taking the cutter (I did not murder somebody, promise!) and it just bent like a ballerina sways lol. Its like the Sun seems like an angry monster that is spewing out fire and would engulf us like Knowing (It is stupid to say this, but w.e perhaps we can get sth like Cooper station or something? Haha). Gawd.

Here are some visuals to ponder upon undeniably.

^I made this some years back, sorta dramatic it seemed BUT not really! (Just inserted the text)

Oh yeah, climate change is just created artificially and it'd vanish with a single snap of your fingers baby. Just so mechanical like Are You Afraid Of The Dark! :S 

He had Indeed 'A Beautiful Mind'

I am absolutely, very. Very sad, about the death of John and Alicia Nash. Why do all the brilliant and amazing people, leave the world like this? When I read a bit, about their lives, it was like so interesting and profoundly inspiring. Genius and handsome personality. ‘A Beautiful Mind’ the movie in which their lives were portrayed, is one of the touchiest, I’ve ever come across in its own way. So many fascinating things… Indescribable connections.. The place where they met.. Their relationship, the suffering from his illness which makes us feel so emotional. His work….. People who are.. 'Different' his way, are the most delightful and.. Beings.  

The Heat is On

Oven oven oven. Everywhere! Gawwd. It would've been really nice, perhaps, if I could have just plucked that glacier near Sail-ul-mulook and brought it home... 

I will eat a whole goddamn lemon tart cake and drink shitloads of cold coffee, when Ramsay-fucking-Bolton will be killed. HAHAHA. 

Alexis Meade? Baby 'Chutney'?!?! Buahahahahahahahaha. This is crazy. 

Big Hero 6

The Cutest movie about friendship I've ever seen. Ever. I could just hug him forever. Fluffy thingy.. Awhhh. <3

PS. In case you see it, be sure to have tissues at your aid. xp

HAVE YOU EVER WONDERED?

Have you ever wondered what a sad waste your life will be when all that you cherish at the moment will slip away from your hands and you won't even know what hit you? 

What will happen when the water runs out? When there would be not a drop to drink and endless moment to crave for it? When you would be desperate to die for drinking what you waste, now, these days, like you waste tissue papers and thoughts? Now you just let that tap stay open and the precious gem-like water run away into the abyss. Let it go into the waste, the seas for nothing.. For killing those marine species, poisoning them, and then which poison you somewhat, at times, but you do not know because you must hold on to that destructive ignorant and insolent outlook. Have you ever wondered about that water you're wasting like idiots, when it runs away into the drains, on to the roads while you're so damnably busy washing your car or taking a bath while humming?

Have you ever wondered what will happen when you will drive miles and miles to get food? When the crops will wait out in the scorching and the disastrously blazing heat of the Sun to wither? When your skin will start to hurt just for standing out?
When the seas will swell, as they already have started to since a long while? But blind you must be, your prejudiced and selfish conscience tells you. When the water will be a monster that would swallow your homes and be an enemy? When the nature will cast away its wrath so instantly that you will not know what hit you.

Have you ever wondered what will happen when, you will be driven mad to hurt and kill to survive? To save your loved ones? When the world will start to become look like heaps of garbage and eyesore they will be the things you would see, where ever you go. Filled will pollution and trash the land will be that once was green. That once had birds chirping here and there, flying like angels, that air would stink of death and misery... Have you ever wondered where will you go when it becomes hard to live here?

HAVE YOU?!

To be continued...

My Dearest

The reason I came into this world... That reason, that Angel... I don't have words.. Came into this world today... And that would be the most wonderful thing that has happened to me and for which I'll be ever thankful to God, about, infinitely, unfailingly...

I Love you my Dearest... And I'll...

*WHERE ARE THE TISSUES?!* 

The Sky Is Up

A person asked his friend after meeting him outside his house, ‘What’s up, dude?’. His friend replied, ‘I just drank a soda, you say?’. That person: ‘Oh, and I always thought, the sky was up, and birds and clouds and airplanes, dust and kites, silly me’. Lol. 

PS. If anybody out there is feeling down, do this and you'll feel good, trust me. Play 'Sleep Alone' by Two Door Cinema Club and listen to that part 3:30-3:43 where just that cool music plays... At the loudest volume ever. Ever. But try to care about the eardrums a bit, I guess. In a clearing preferably somewhere green or perhaps Mountains.. So that your neighbors don't sue you.. I LOVE THAT PART SO MUCH! Just like so many other tracks as in 'Spectrum', 'Ink', 'Incomplete', 'Secrets' by One Republic, 3:10-3:30 and on and on... Damn. I gotta go. Lalalalalala. Why did I even do this? Lol. 

Violence Against Children: 70K cases in 2014

This is some inflammatory and shocking stuff! NO. 

                                     

Most of the cases don't even get reported because of threats, societal/cultural/moral influence, political bigotry and pressure. 

Source: Dawn. 

EFFING TARDED COCKROACHES! DAMNNNNNNNN!

Pfft

It was raining outside, so much, and I wanted to open the door so my room could become a bit bearable, but just because of that bad-ass lizard who is Stalker of The Millennium, I could not! Oh yes, that's true; it keeps looking at opportunities to get into my room. ITS SO KNOT FARE.

'Young and Ancient'

China's President Mr. Xi Jingping visited Pakistan a few days back. I came across this article from a national newspaper, 'Dawn', re Xi Jinpings address to the Pakistani parliament. Hence, follows, the precise narration.. 

                                                  Source: Dawn 

I agree that, this nation has forgotten from whence it came and tries so voraciously to bury it, to run away from the truth that defines it. Some days back I went through one, that described Vesakhi 'the festival of Harvesting', and another about the rising street levels of Lahore, i.e one of the most ancient cities in South Asia. And how much I loved reading them. Must say, that by exploring our past, we create what we live in what we call 'present'. 

This is a bit sad

The Gladious season is fading away...! NO. </3

EYYYYUQF G  YRC KW WMESPR UGRF RFC DMPI ZCAYSQC GR QCCKCB QM FYPB QM ECQ QNMML DPMK RFC IGRAFCL! -.- 

NCNCNC...

#APWNRMEPYNFWYUUFWCYF

Lalala

It's everywhere LALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALALA. Hahaha


PS. I am not missing Los Angeles, by the way. Aftereffects of seeing Memento yesterday, perhaps...? :P 

Our Flawed Existence

And the world will always be like this, flawed yet beautiful.. There can't be the best of everything everywhere, but we must see the beauty in the smallest of things and all that stuff about feeling-not-fine eventually goes away all that pointless and nugatory bleak stuff.. 

The mental battles slow you down, make you feel like giving up. But there's more to life than doing that. And one of the theories I believe in blindly is that: 'It's Okay. As long as you try in a way that'll suffice'. Titanic's original soundtrack from the last scenes is just so beautiful though. Melodiously soothing. 'Hymn to The Sea' by James Horner. I still remember, 'My Heart Will Go On' the first one I ever memorized. Pfft. There's a foolish lizard in my room, and that too behind the curtain that's so near my mattress. Daymn. Albeit its a small one, but still! I wish if there was a stun gun or just sth that could make it go away. My poor sleep. 

Horrible Bosses Two

These guys. <3 

PS. Won't give spoilers, all the same, its an exquisitely hilarious movie. One of THE Best comedy movies I've ever seen. Jason Bateman and Chris Pine star ever shiningly. But he was cuter in the Switch. 

Anyway, I am glad I spent the off-time quite productively.