Life's on a roller coasterrrr

Being a media and film student is so rigorously exhaustive. Managing it all, striving to hold together your social life; your friends, and when you miss out on your soul-mates life, and that triggers your panick-y mode; looking after yourself, maintain your personal, emotional affairs lol.
Watching movies is something I am fanatical about, as in I'm an extremist kind of crazy to see shitloads of films. All the same, its frantic to watch more than at least six movies a week. I mean it's not what I'm 'supposed'/ required to do, but well what can I do when I am so hardlined to set a standard insanely high for me and some silly policies/rules for myself. More to that, I've to secure myself from trolls (Well, perhaps they are not trolls, everyone has a reason behind their actions; maybe they were neglected or faced something that made them like that) So yeah, I need help, to work it out, to not do that. Anyone? Pretty please? :P Kidding! I'll make my way through. We must be our own helpers. And that is when other help comes, only when you do it yourself, firstly. To 'make' time is infinitely critical; but in the end it works out okay-ish; for reading newspapers daily, following up on a story, and of all, the nightmarish time management. Totally, insane. To not miss out on your recreational activities is like struggling to chase a kid who has gone rogue. Lolz. And that too, when you don't get satisfied until you have a fair deal of thingies done by yourself. And when you feel content, only, when 'you' fix up food for yourself. Funny. Lalalala. And all that when you're deviant-prone and have a history of getting off-track. Haha.