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A recent revelation by healthcare professionals revealed that most of the cancer patients don't have anyone to share it all with. Nor do they tell their families about it, mostly, because they think it will hurt them. It's always soothing to the heart to hear somebody's thoughts, to be a shoulder to cry on. To be there for them, to walk with them through all of it if not help them. Because it matters. Caring. And. Loving. 

The War that Is

Pachauri, UNs' IPCC (Intergovernmental Panel on Climate Change) resigns. Well, this has come as a huge backlash to the Panel, all the same, no surprise, for many, since allegedly he had significantly no expertise in the field, some report. Read more here. 

Rajendra Pachauri served as the head of IPCC for 13 years and gave up his post due to, reported sexual assault allegations. He was a recipient of the Nobel prize along with the Ex Vice-President Al Gore. He has been diligently adamant on advocating climate mitigation and stressing the need for immediate measures in view of the recent climate change assault globally. That said, being wrong in just one report that was about Himalayan Glacial melt, doesn't mean that the other climate projections tabled by the framework aren't true. 

In Asia, recent reports have emerged that, Agri-based countries are the ones, going to be affected the most by it, to an enormous extent. Landslides, silt deposit in dams, increased rainfall, droughts and endless other deadly threats are faced by the world. 

As its inevitable devastating effects have started to significantly haul down, economies worldwide, Pakistan too won’t be able to save itself from, climate change to cringe its economy that has been struggling to save itself from constant deadly threats from various elements such as; terrorism, political upheaval; gas, electricity, water and other innumerous crisis, inaction to implement the shilly-shally current policies and absence of critical mitigation that is needed to counter the menace climate change is yet to cause.  Purportedly, there is going to be a crumpling food crisis, which was further worsened by the already present-but-denied/ignored water crisis haunting Pakistan as well as many other nations and appallingly it is going be pretty magnanimous from the crisis that dawned upon us before. Fewer numbers of crops will mean less food availability, which further will result in chaos, rise in criminal activity, the downfall of the economy, collapse of business especially agro-ones. It all connects doesn’t it? There IS water scarcity, in this country, but we continue to not take off our dirty blinds in order to suit our erratic ‘wants’...  

Meteorological agencies like NOAA have warned agricultural industries worldwide with regard to these findings. Per se that is severely complicated and ghastly news for the farmers and for a country like ours whose economy is massively dependent upon the agricultural industry along with the ongoing boom in population. The crop yield is going to be destroyed beyond imagination; experts say through their research, due to the inescapable glacier retreat, silt deposit in dams, carbonaceous poisoning of rivers from which water is drawn for irrigation in Pakistan, shifting of the monsoon front, increasingly heavy rainfalls that are triggered by deforestation hugely.

A report published by the country’s own climate change monitoring agency stated that out of nine areas where CC imposes threats to the country six are directly concerned with agriculture. Hence, there is a dire need of serious measures to be taken in order to halt down this catastrophic blow to the agricultural industry of Pakistan and to save the people from dying and rioting. 

To be elaborated further. 

References: NOAA, Dawn, Wikipedia, BBC. 

Prioritize!

Prioritize! Prioritizee! PRIORITIZEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! You lame-but-in-a-way-funny fool. Not sure if the last part was something I just wrote because my unpredictable subconscious believes so or because I wanted to… 

A Ghost in Disguise

Sometimes you are physically present somewhere, but your soul is somewhere. You’re not really there. You’re just a ghost. Someone whose existence will be left to fade away into forgetfulness when you go away from there. But somehow you leave a mark behind. Or at least you try damnably hard to do so. 

And when endless thoughts keep storming their way through your gray matter, and annoy your neurons so much just drift away into that third space where there’s just you and He who will always be there to hear you out and you can just forget yourself in His comforting and ever loving company. After all, God almighty is the only one, who knows all that’s going on in your mind… 

Are you Nuts?

Just came to my mind after I finished praying. Haha. I don't know if it's a joke-kind-of-joke but regardless I felt like sharing it. 

Me: Are you nuts?!

My split: No, no sweetheart. I’m just a human being.  

Swine Flu in India

More than 550 dead across India due to Swine Flu. The death rate has unprecedently escalated, in the recent week in Mumbai, India's metropolitan city; where several educational institutions have been, shut-down in order to prevent the spread of disease. The government is taking some serious measures to contain the epidemic sudden outburst.

Intrinsically, Swine Fly is caused by H1N1 virus. A type of this virus, H1N1 causes normal flu as well, it must be noted. I hope it gets dealt with ASAP. 

It's Okay, I guess

Maybe missing out on some things is okay, I guess, when you know that you will do it, no matter what and it's not the end of the world. So, yeah. So I think you should be sure of what you desire and be hopeful as to what you'll achieve because strong determination can deter anything that is an obstruction in your way or any evil whatever it may be. I found out this relaxing music by Yiruma recently which got lost in my playlist. So charming and soothing, it is. Exploring one's self is fun. Quite fun.

Okay? Okay. :P 

CumberBomb!

And I could just stare at this click forever. So amazingly cool!

                                                             Source: BBC 

Well well, well. Benedict Cumberbatch is married! Whoa. Never saw that coming. The couple wed on Valentine's day February 14th, 2015. Which is more, adorable. And little Sherly is on his way. Awwhhh. Beautifully perfect. 

Benedict Cumberbatch currently stars in the epic and irreplaceable thrilling detective-fiction British Drama series, 'Sherlock' adapted from Sir Arthur Conan Doyle's works. It's season four's Christmas special will be premiered in December this year. Besides that he has worked in 'The Imitation Game' for which he got nominated for an Academy award. Moreover, he has appeared in  Hawking, 12 Years A Slave, The Fifth Estate, War Horse and many other notable films. Sophie Hunter, his wife, is a theatre director, actor and singer. So inspiring! Both of them have a mesmerizing attire. 

The thing that fascinates me the most, about Benedict Cumberbatch is that he has portrayed those people who have inspired me so much and I felt like I could connect and relate to them in some way, if not all, like Alan Turing, Julian Assange and Stephen Hawking. Plus, he has advocated for causes such as women's rights, protection of LGBT communities worldwide and has been a supporter of various organizations like the Motor Neuron Disease Association and promoted fight against diseases like ALS and Cancer. 

He is indeed is a 'National Treasure'! 

Life's on a roller coasterrrr

Being a media and film student is so rigorously exhaustive. Managing it all, striving to hold together your social life; your friends, and when you miss out on your soul-mates life, and that triggers your panick-y mode; looking after yourself, maintain your personal, emotional affairs lol.
Watching movies is something I am fanatical about, as in I'm an extremist kind of crazy to see shitloads of films. All the same, its frantic to watch more than at least six movies a week. I mean it's not what I'm 'supposed'/ required to do, but well what can I do when I am so hardlined to set a standard insanely high for me and some silly policies/rules for myself. More to that, I've to secure myself from trolls (Well, perhaps they are not trolls, everyone has a reason behind their actions; maybe they were neglected or faced something that made them like that) So yeah, I need help, to work it out, to not do that. Anyone? Pretty please? :P Kidding! I'll make my way through. We must be our own helpers. And that is when other help comes, only when you do it yourself, firstly. To 'make' time is infinitely critical; but in the end it works out okay-ish; for reading newspapers daily, following up on a story, and of all, the nightmarish time management. Totally, insane. To not miss out on your recreational activities is like struggling to chase a kid who has gone rogue. Lolz. And that too, when you don't get satisfied until you have a fair deal of thingies done by yourself. And when you feel content, only, when 'you' fix up food for yourself. Funny. Lalalala. And all that when you're deviant-prone and have a history of getting off-track. Haha. 

You MUST see this!

https://plus.google.com/u/0/115526607683935261057/posts/99Xr3A4sFBt?pid=6116477183516193874&oid=107538503004482952974

Tales of Lunacy 6

I feel like playing 'This is your life' at 800 volume on my speakers right now, except that I will get arrested and spanked heavily mentally by the human beings who are sleeping around me (I need to devise a new word for them, I don't like and feel utterly weird, per se when I call them that) Think think think, Goddamn, you! Think...................... Can't it all be always surreal and can't your hypothetical life seem to make you drift into the world that's safe, like forever? I hope that there comes a day when everything will fade away into forgetfulness and all the hypothetical thingies will become the eventual realities forever... That would be so much better than this crappy world. Indeed, its true that it hurts the most when you realize you're being used as a tool. When you see that there are so less people who actually care. What this world lacks the most, is people who can genuinely hear you out, not that I don't have them (I have these amazing angels, yeah) so I was speaking generally. I feel sad, when I see people with smiling or made-up faces, but I just feel like, I feel I can read their minds, that I can feel their forlorness and I just want to talk it out with them and make them happy. To put up a smile on everybody's face, is something that I'll always desire. Nobody deserves to be sad or unhappy. Nobody! Or objected upon or deprived from pursuing what they want. There' so much I want to write right now, but the endless string of these thingies flooding my mind atm is something I just cannot hold, and disentangle into something simple. It never can be. Thats the beauty of it and I love it that way.
So in the end, I am going to say: FUCK THIS DAMN UNIVERSE! HAHAHAHAHAHA
Okay I guess, I didn't mean it, but I really really really really had to say it. It was just boiling inside of me. Lolz. xD Oh and just by the way, I am very much sane and I'll always be. Yay. :') 

Cut cut, cut and Action!

It hurts, fairly, when you're cutting a paper with a cutter and suddenly, out of nowhere a chunk of your skin falls off and then this red patch appears. Thank God, it was just skin otherwise. Lalalala. But then again this isn't the first time my skin got peeled off. xD
And I'm feeling so relieved, after the documentary edit. Logging and directing are nightmares in Film studies. But in the end, amazingly rewarding. And so crucial. If you don't resort to these tactics: Well hello, brain-fried-to-bits scenario! So yeah, the moment you see your work, as a whole, being viewed by others and even if not a single soul views it, it soothes you regardless. Of course we must 'do something for ourselves' always. To amuse our darker side and provide comfort to the stressed mind. 

Unrequited Love

'Desire gives us a sense of possibility, it may help us see what's missing in our lives'. 'True Love is a bitch for sure'. Haha it indeed is awfully productive. Personally, I can vouch for that. :P

Sometimes you just feel like someone has read your mind. 

And today, in his theatre club workshop, he was a Zombie... I'll always love you infinity into infinity my darling baby! 

A Long Way To Go

There's this secret 

That I need to tell

To someone who would understand

I want to know the unconditional

Don’t want to hear them yell

It’s all starting to swell

In search for eternal calm

I tread through these gloomy paths

Hoping I would find light somewhere

A restless grows inside of me

Time seems to flow away

I can’t let it defeat me

Fighting is the last resort

The heart beats so fast

I just need to know if it’s all worth struggling for

Giving up is something I cannot afford

So here I am

And there is a long way to go  

It's sometimes so abominably weird that people whom we live with, have known for eternity are the ones we never really knew. And it kinda hurts. To have not known them personally like you should have. But that's how it goes isn't that so. Unpredictability is always inevitable here. 

It's okay

I have walked on this road since forever
It's been, a long tirade
I feel so tired, something gets closer
Oh yeah, I know that

Someday, you get tired, someday you feel like you can fly
Oh, it's never that flat
You fall down, you rise back stronger
You stay still, you're as good as dead

People always leave, you can't make them stay longer
Life is never bitter
Oh nor can it be always cool
You just have to pretend then believe it's all fine

Sun shines, stars come
Flowers wilt, the rivers get dry
You miss those you love
But in life you can never have what you want

All you need is hope and the will
Winds of success await to blow
You just need to hold on and never let go
Create good memories, something to laugh upon

And if you feel sad, tell yourself it's okay
There's nothing to worry about
It's just a matter of time
You are with yourself! 

"I realize Now THAT dying is EASY. Living is HARD." Hahaha. :P 

Mishaa aapa jab aap parayshaan houa krou tou mujhe uper bulaa liyaa krou... 

The Theory of Everything

The Theory of Everything is an eternally adorable and one of THE most LOVELIEST movies I've ever seen. Heartbreaking-ly amazing and so touche, it just captivates you. Makes you drift into the fascinating world of Stephen Hawking and Jane Hawking.

I honestly didn't know about Eddie Redmayne before seeing this movie. Now that I do, I know that he is a stunning actor. And of course Felicity Jones is so beautiful. It made me cry so much haha. Life is, in reality like that, at times. And this movie is yet another depiction of the fact that, unconditional love does exist and continues to thrive and glow and bloom, come what may. Plus, it teaches you, that if you try harder and harder you will see yourself achieving wonders and heights that you couldn't even imagine. So yeah.

PS. He is Handsome! Hehe.

Tales of Lunacy.5

Why do they always tease me that I used to drown myself in water when I was a kid?! Just why? Despite of knowing I don't like wet bathrooms, shoes, clothes, wet everything! Lulz. I was a kid. A. Kid. 

'I know that there are millions. I can't be the only one. Who's so disconnected. It's so different in my head.'