Sometimes I wonder or maybe wondered that you could just erase some stuff, some people from your memory and try to let go and lose yourself in everything and anything you do, it's so amazing to be with yourself, and just get swayed by the stuff you do for your own self. It's not egotistical or indifference, but peace and calm and a justifiable thingy. Yes you do and you get very happy and all adamant about never giving up hope and you never do, but it never does go away does it? You have to live with it every moment if your life, what and whom you know. The people who are not there, who were, some times and some things. I suppose that's how it goes. It hurts, a lot at times, but we must hold onto our strength and smile and be glad that whatever has happened is good for and strive for the best of times even if our world seems to be masked by something dementing . It does end someday. I hope I end mine with a big smile. So yeah. It will be okay.
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