The world never fucking cares and so should you. Don't depend on anyone or let anyone be the reason for how you feel or think. Search that inner locus of control and hang onto it. Forever. And never let go of it.
Aunt cancer
Emotional wreck
Crying spells
Book vfx
Grad school planning deadlines passed pressure and scrutiny why I don't apply I have a rigid thinking still.mkt.good I know self critic a lot but not like before so progress!!!
Grab my cat and run away to a country or a cave far far away where nobody knows me for a long long time. Gotta make an effort for myself. Short term or long term plans
God never disappoints even if you are related with anybody in any frikkin way productive positive and proactive or toxic
Spiritually being stable is v imp the only corner you can turn to when nothing is working out human beings are just vessels of flesh even the soul a shadow of something one is not really is
Never let anyone especially your family that therapy is bad or not needed. Because it FUCKING IS! Shut all those toxic and conditioned or masked voices away and those that bounce back just let them in politely and forgive. For you deserve peace and stability.
