Mysticality

Worries, just shoo yourself away. I've got this superb Durer's typographical thingy to do. I've been slacking due to the surgery, it feels like sluggish. My pace has slowed down but what I am proud of or well, am coming to realize is that its okay to be slow! I will submit the projects when I can and I shall not burden myself or entangle my thoughts again. I buried that pattern and evolved from that self. I'm not the only one and its normal. I don't have to live or do stuff for anybody else but for the life God put in me and its my duty to protect and uplift that self rather than ranting or getting frustrated over it. I just somehow, it gets weirdish and lonely. Staying in my room, resting and all. The time when I'm watching movies, series and doing work is when I feel relaxed and when obv I'm in college. I'm glad to be a part of my college even though human beings desire to be some place more when they are where they are supposed to be. Shams would really be thwarted by my theory here haha. Not that I am obsessive or want to share or sth every little detail and thought in my mind with somebody, I shall wait to do that. I guess every human being needs that counterpart they can just blurt out anything to. It doesn't have to be a boyfriend, husband, wife, fiance or w.e it cannot be even your best friend or someone you feel close to. It can be just someone you've met and you instantly connect with and then there is that bond that is made and you hold onto it, it develops into a great friendship or acquaintanceship and stays like that, irrevocably riveting. That is the beauty and mysticality (myownword) of life, I suppose.