I have superpowers

I mean seriously. Why don't most doctors in Lahore, well I've only been to doctors here so won't generalize or anything! Anyway, coming to my point, a person has constant phlegm coming out of their mouth, (I don't care if this sounds disgusting or w.e its a truth and I am facing it, denying won't do any good) its irritating and somewhat stressful! They tell you the problem, why don't you just hear them out and tell them what the damned fudge is wrong?! Or if its normal or if it needs to be treated or w.e the reason is, for chrissake just bluntly tell me and deal with it. TELL. Just enough, enough with its-nothing-just-something-diagnoses already. I'm not saying that I love going to doctors or something like that and I'm just ranting out here but I have an issue, now I have waited for it to end for some while but please be serious already! I hope it ends soon. Its uncomfortable and funny getting up every once in a while and rushing to the bin or stacking tissues beside you! I should get to the ABC model quickly before I go way ahead. I know this is just me thinking, it will go away fully. CBT changes your outlook so much, in ways a person cannot imagine. There are factors but it doesn't matter anymore whether they are there or not once you just learn how to deal with it, and fight it back hard. Deal with it peacefully and smile and laugh and give happiness the space it needs in your life. Focus on yourself and it will make everything seem alright, even those around you. Cognition is a huge factor we tend to overlook. Once we try to look into it, we just so amazed how much we have to explore and learn yet.

I'll write about X+Y later on, hopefully soon. I'll just say this, at the moment, that I am so glad, I saw it. So subtle, infinitely beautiful and innocent yet strikingly riveting. It was so okay to cry while at it. :')