Halloween!

Something that just came to my mind. I was so looking forward to have a great something this eve' but like always shortage of things which have flesh covered by skin called 'humans'. LOL. Pretty awkward considering I am one of them.... Anyway.......

On All-Hallows Night 
When sadness is at its height
I drift into an endless facade of thoughts
Feeling like I've been drugged with morphine shots
Dressed up as a vampire
Filled with satire
I feel like I've died before dying
Can't the world just stop lying?
Its really is so unfair
When the people you hold so dear don't care
This loneliness hurts like hell
I search for someone whom I could tell
All that is running inside my head
A soul that could understand everything I said
I want to go out and walk past by the sea
Need a peaceful quite place where I could flee

Okay, now. This is undauntedly making me emotional. Laters I guess. I just really feel kind of I-don't-know-hot-to-put-it, having a imaginary Halloween party with all those pumpkins and guises, bonfire, delicious foods, and fun and all. BUT my imaginary friends and foes are here so it's alright I guess. Lets partaaaay. Lalalala. :P I mean seriously Eff it. -_-

Extremely Halloween/Friend-sick atm. :'( <<< Yeah I made a cying sign for the first time in a loong while.Haha. Whatever....

Mysteries of Life

I wonder why there's this mystical thing that flies in my head sometimes. I mean its so mysterious and all. Wondering whether someone else is listening to that very song at that song and feel the same way, you do after hearing it. Especially if that person is connected to you in some way. What if they think of you while hearing it? It would be so amazing to know that... Or what if someone else has read the book you love or watched the movie that you absolutely believe is your favorite; just like you and perhaps more than you? These things are so fascinating. As the beats fuel up your emotions, the feelings override you with pain but hope still remain and you keep holding on...

Hugo

Martin Scorsese, one of the brilliant and eclectically enchanting directors of all times and one of my favs too got up this beautiful and such a deep movie 'Hugo'. I've watched it several times now and it never ceases to captivate me with its fascinating theme and wondrous story. The movie tells so much about cinema, passion, determination, love, hardships and so on. It indeed is a feast for movie lovers like me. Sir Ben Kingsley: Hats off. Perfect performance. As he's done in Schneider List, Prince of Persia, Gandhi etc.

AHS: Freak Show

I am soo glad AHS S4 is finally here. Yay! :D It was so cool watching the first episode. Its gonna be a thrilling ride. Awwhhhyeah. Ryan Murphy and Brad Falchuk never cease to amaze their audience as well as the cast.

The opening Music is perfect, and so are the settings. Sarah Paulson's voice is so dreamy and the smile of the killer clown is breathtaking. The Bearded lady? Oooh let's not go there. I really want to be in a Carnival atm. Lolz. I am desperate to see what Emma Roberts will be portraying.

My apologies if this post served as a spoiler for you but I just can't keep it all inside! And anyway, everyone's buzzing about it so yeah.

If only we could choose whom we fall in love with

If only we could choose whom we fall in love with..... And of all when we do. I don't really regret getting hurt by things like these because we can't run away from them. It's not in our control. We just keep making up stupid reasons like coincidences, blaming our fates, pinning it up on our destinies. In actuality, it's just the way it is: A inevitable happening. Falling in love is really easy but moving on and letting go, that's the hardest part. Sometime it just eats you up like a termite. Slowing and slowly making you hollow from inside and weaken you and then in the end you fade away entirely.
The thing about love is, you can't stop feeling that way, in my opinion. Some call it obsessing, some crushing etc. Funny it may seem; and irrational too but we never stop feeling the same way about the person we fall in love with no matter how hard we try to avoid, ignore, forget etc them. Even after decades if we come across them the spark is still there or at least we still feel something for them... I guess it's just that, when it grows old, it's more like the way we want to believe and feel about it not the way it was truly. At times, its just a memory of the person we used to love, an image we had in mind about the specific individual not about how they really were... In the end, we do however control the way we feel or react to certain feelings and emotions/thoughts so we must focus on the positivity and brighter aspects of our situation.

Side Effects

Saw a exquisitely interesting and really thrilling psychological/mystery thriller. 'Side Effects'. Starring some of my fav actors. Rooney Mara nailed it, she's so beautiful(No gay-feelings here, just saying xD). She's kinda like Kate Mara I think. And like always Channing Tatum was great. The thing about psych. thrillers is they give an insight into a persona mind, a glimpse of what its like to live a deviated and troubled life. They tell you about the hardships people go who have congenital/induced dysfunction. How dangerously deceptive some people can be etc. What's more is I love psychology so I really get entranced by them. Albeit I haven't seen much of the genre, there comes a funny and hilarious when you actually believe you have that disorder or thingie the characters had. Lolz. Se7en, Insomnia, Fracture, Orphan, The Tall Man etc. Cool movies. Can be twisted sometimes. So anyway yeah, people can be really sick sometimes, be careful whom you get acquainted with.

Cheers!

All Of The Stars by Ed Sheeran

This is such an infinitely amazing and adorably beautiful song. Soo soothing and touche. It just can't be put into words how I feel about the lyrics. It's as if someone has read your mind and...

It's just another night
And I'm staring at the moon
I saw a shooting star
And thought of you
I sang a lullaby
By the waterside and knew
If you were here,
I'd sing to you
You're on the other side
As the skyline splits in two
I'm miles away from seeing you
I can see the stars
From America
I wonder, do you see them, too?

So open your eyes and see
The way our horizons meet
And all of the lights will lead
Into the night with me
And I know these scars will bleed
But both of our hearts believe
All of these stars will guide us home

I can hear your heart
On the radio beat
They're playing 'Chasing Cars'
And I thought of us
Back to the time,
You were lying next to me
I looked across and fell in love
So I took your hand
Back through lamp lit streets I knew
Everything led back to you
So can you see the stars?
Over Amsterdam
You're the song my heart is
Beating to

So open your eyes and see
The way our horizons meet
And all of the lights will lead
Into the night with me
And I know these scars will bleed
But both of our hearts believe
All of these stars will guide us home

And, oh, I know
And oh, I know, oh
I can see the stars
From America

WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHHHYYYYY? WHYYYYYYYYYYYY??????!!! WHY?!?!?!

The Conjuring

I'm not much of a horror movie person but again I made an exception and watched 'The Conjuring' today. A good albeit insanely hilarious movie. Based on true case files of two paranormal investigators in the United States, starring one of my favorite actors; Patrick Wilson, and one of the 'highest grossing horror films of all time' it is something worth devoting a few hours to IF you've got a knack for horror genre otherwise don't fuck up your mental chemistry. And chill on. I won't give any spoilers just cuz... It can be really annoying sometimes. It's got a sequel coming up next year.

Slainte!