Detachment and the thingies

Maybe and well not maybe, it is somewhat my perception. Um, not perception, but the inclined and derogatory creepy, okay a bit creepy (am I trying to dissuade myself here? Uh-oh lol) So, yeah, it’s my thoughts and whatever the situations and happenings have led me to believe (not blaming anything but seriously, it is true) that whomever I meet is going to detach from me and one way or the other most of the people I want or desire to be my great acquaintances/friends/loved ones cannot be. It hurts a lot. Albiet I must believe, that I can’t hope or long to be with most of the beings I come across; meet with, spend time with, talk with and so on… Lalalalala. People always leave. God, the tremors aren’t stopping! I need them to stop, please. PLEASE! Come on. :/ 

The Family that is NOT!

For chrissakes people grow up. This post is intended for every person out there who thinks adolescents, especially women should not have a say in how and when to choose their lives or keep fantasizing about this issue! 

It's so abominably inflammatory and funny at the same time when you're a girl, and that too in Pakistan; the moment you seem to get old (in your family's eyes) you MUST walk properly, cover yourself (yes, my dear friends, note that. Cover yourself. Become a mummy. AND not point it out to those flagrant insolent assholes who just can't lower their fucking gazes). Get into the kitchen. Manage 'stuff'. Try to learn about how to handle situations (God knows what hypothetical situations, one must have in their minds). I mean this is just scratching the tip of the iceberg. If you go out alone, by chance, vehemently, that's an unforgivable sin. Oh, and here's the best part lol, think about the future lol, you know the trash stereotypical marriage BS, I mean it's one individual's bloody right to decide and choose whether they would like to have a family or be with someone or choose whatever life (well yah, fate is there but still) they would like to go for; to live in peace rather than to get into a mess (in most cases sadly). To freely and without any prejudice and pressure, choose if they want to spend their time with people or alone. It's not egotistical or narcissistic, let alone rude and abnormal! Purely justifiable. How utterly despicable to give someone (men, MOST of them) the edge to be assholes and submit your will and sacrifice your priorities, to their trashed and bruised egos.

People don't even speak about it, like its tabooed and something shameful. Let me tell you what shameful is: your pathetic perceptions! And man oh man, choose a career/study path, that won't affect or distort your priorities towards any hypothetical family/situation in their minds, and disturb your household work! Nonsense! Utterly despicable derailed and plagued mindsets of this so called oh-so-developing region. Hahahaha.

PS. I really don't like it, so uncomfortable to get periods when you're sick as eff. Maynnnn. 

Come on Coulson, you can do this! 

I think when the worlds are colliding, you just have to live in the moment. Just see it through, no matter what the consequences. Let's go. 

I can just say this right now; PITCHES you are so perfect! ^_^ 

I'm Slipping Away

It's slipping away
From my hands
I'm dreaming away
Endlessly
What can't be
My eye's can still see
It's too hard to breathe
When you're away
If you could just stay
And we would lay
On this green and dirt
Talk into the night
Gaze at the stars
Blink away
No need to hold back
Let it happen
And dream away
Cause' I'm slipping away

Lalalala 

Wait...

Send your dreams

Where nobody hides

Give your tears

To the tide 

No time

No time

There’s no end

There is no goodbye

Disappear 

With the night

No time

No time

No time

No time

No time 

What if I could just...? It would be so much peace! :P 

This is just so hurtful and unfair but very true!

“That is the fear: I have lost something important, and I cannot find it, and I need it. It is fear like if someone lost his glasses and went to the glasses store and they told him that the world had run out of glasses and he would just have to do without.” I hope nobody bails out anyone when they need that person or someone a lot. Ever. No one deserves to feel that way. So be there for each other and care. Just like, if not as someone who knows that person, as a human being at least. Why is humanity breaking so rapidly? I think this might be just the case. 

I am dying. Can I go out, please? 

Oh, come on. That sunlight after a nice rain or well, some rain. Not that I hate or even dislike it, its just that it be uncomfortable and cranky. :S