Insensitivity and it's repercussions

Insensitivity prevails so much these days. Even I'm getting prone to it. We all are, aren't we? I need to understand, however, everyone has their own battles going on. Everyone is figuring out something. Dealing with the bs life and the world throws at themselves. Therefore, we should understand that it'll be okay and Oh, no. (Baymax style huehehehehe)

There's just So much to say. I'll keep it to myself, though :)

Adios


PS. Disserting whether to finish web design or watch Shield. Lalalalalalala. 

Beyond

Beyond the stars,
Through their infinite light
And brightest of times
I know you're there
In the darkest of days
You are always there
Watching over
Looking for me
I know you'll always be there
For I'll return to you
My dear Lord
I could never be thankful enough
And I'm sorry for all the wrong
That has been done by my soul
I hope I will always know
And you'll be there 

Nobody knows anyone... 

The Final Break

Recently on a journey of self-exploration, in my own little ways. By His help. Infinity. into. infinity. These little pecks of the universe drive me to learn more about the reason of our existence. I am reaching some conclusions, however, the learning won't ever stop.. drifting into a timeless oblivion. Questions that need answers. Answers that need to be dissected blalalala. I will make it through. I shall. That, I know off. 

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The dawn of skyscrapers: Fazlur Rahman Khan; Einstein of structural engineering.

And I try to wonder even after loving this stuff whether I should go for or will go for Architecture or not. It's just so beautiful, forms, space and the intense infinity attached to it. All the same, design does entail everything.

OF ALL, why I even researched about Structural Engineers(ing). CUZ MICHAEL SCOFIELD! The way he operates, feels etcetera. It's limitless... Even inspired my board game. *


PS. Search and research; lalala. Oh the gravity. :)

*Here's a link to the Behance and deviantArt profiles of this soul where you will find some tiniest bit of work I've done: 

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Why don't we focus on learnt behavior and its perks with the repercussions...?
Why are stigmas so rudimentary to be used? Are labels really necessary? Is it so important to submit to dogmas?
These may seem statements, nothing else. Per se, these are explosions. Infinite ripples throughout anything and everything.


PS. Its not an issue, still need a tissue :P 

DJ the cat, Humbee the Human

I just realizeddddddd my cat's tooth broke from traumaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa NOOOOOOOOOOO

PS. Entry: April the 19th, Twenty Eighteen: It was a milk teeth (always bad with tooth teeth foot feet lol) khayr, he's only just a tiny baby so yah. Sweet little joy of fur, a gift from Allah. <3 <3 <3


PPS. Coding seems French to me at times. web (de-sign) de-signing web idk if that makes sense.


Moiz Shaukat, a dear human being, friend and an aptly amazing individual was diagnosed with Osteopetrosis (Stone Bone)  'also known as marble bone disease, Albers-Schönberg disease'. Kindly pray for him. Pakistan is proud of you. Humankind is proud of you. 

Refs: Wikipedia 

Once Upon A Time

Someone once asked if I lost a _________ once, well I guess I did. I just didn't realize it soon? I hope God helps me get them back. Wrecking havoc even in my hypothetical world too. '.' (Emoji copyrights reserved) 

The things we say, belief we forget...

Moments ago, you were on the brink of crying. Letting it all lose. You push people away. So nefariously, I guess? You cannot forget, note this, etch this in your heart, for yourself, Mishaal. You cannot forget the people around you especially your loved ones. Because when you lose it, they're going to be there. And if you drive them away.. you'd have nobody to lean onto. To hear you out and w.e. So just, hold it together and don't fret. Apologize and don't complain or talk until its really needed. Words have a way of coming back to you. People have a way of letting go of you. Ergo, do not! The world will never care or change. Get attuned to it, dearie. Well, I need to tell this to my migranes and everything too. I may never express it, but I never lie and I never betray. Well, I do ditch (let go would rather suffice here), now.
Well, even if they leave, HE'll always be there. HE will always listen. When you're engulfed into spasms of endless darkness and the stars seem so far away, your Lord will guide you and never give up on you...


P.S. If anyone would ever like to collaborate on a book I left writing years ago, feel free to drop in a message at the aforementioned ID. It's like halfway through, if memory serves correctly.  mishaal.linguist@gmail.com


Merci

P.P.S. Prison Break and Typography have stolen my heart. I can't wait for infinity war. Game and web design is so awesome yet amazingly intense. Universal design is something we all should live for. I got the FIRST EVERRRRRR warning letter of my life. Yaaayy. Albeit, I have to formulate a calculated-risky-pre-emptive-strategy to counter w.e. in case sth happens. And CIMUN, I love you forever. Exhaustion has ripped my brains off. Blalalalalalalalalala. Now, I hope we as a class finish the Last Supper tomorrow, jbtw my first ever oil painting.

Adios. 

Directors to watch

Christopher Nolan
Darren Aronofsky 
Wes Anderson
Quentin Tarantino
Michael Moore
Alfred Hitchcock
Clint Eastwood
Woody Allen
James Cameron
Steven Spielberg

P.S. No clue what I am up to. 

Finals and years end

So I'm trying to break this block. Dan Humphrey has been an inspiration lately. I'll get into a creative writing program someday and it'll be worth the wait. I've these ideas about some short stories. Once I'm done with the friggin finals week, I'll get to that. Got this stop animation to shoot and a board game to make. I'll post this tutorial about premiere so it gets to someone like me who is struggling to figure stuff out cuz of their cognitive ups and downs. Sometimes the best ideas and Eureka comes when you're least expecting it...

Adios.

P.S. keeping a mid-jury on first day of the new year is ethically illegal and enormously outrageous!