Can't let the mets win, can we eh

Eons since 🖋ed here. I used to read about metastasis, first heard about it in Grey's anatomy during high school, lymphoma and God knows what and the bugging research bug 🐛 that resides in this brain obv pushed me to overthink and read whatever my 🍳 🧠 could handle process whatever. I never knew I'd have to deal w it first hand, let alone deal with something like palliative care, EOL talks and then this all these discussions even before this during my grandfathers icu stay............ ? It's all just temporary I believe, I have faith, that's all we have don't we. Allah fixes everything. He's the best of planners. He's the master of the nano particles, cells every tiny bit. Our every step is decreed, every decision, every breath. Why do we sigh, oh dreary souls of the lost world. There's always light at the end of the tunnel. 

We just gotta hold onto one thing, His rope and defeat these tiny stupid mets!! Not in the game, the body *brain fried emoji*