Breathe

Sometimes when things don't make sense, people you love betray you, hurt you, you just gotta let go, and be it for good, because you never know what's going to come next; it's better to lalala and erase everything, start over and just breathe...

#IMissEmms #Hotelhotelhotel 

SOMEONE TALK TO ME PLEASEEEEEEEEEEE! Manto ka bhoot bhee aa ke merai se baat kre gaa tou mein khushee se krloun gee. Fuck this bs lolz. xD Emms you're leaving too. Nooooo. :P 

It shall

It shall soon be over, you. Give yourself one reason why it can't or won't, Mishaal. One reason. Can't find it, yeah? So, yes, trust me and hold on. You've been on your own for most of the times, (you have amazing people, but in the end it's just you and your mind) this battle will cease soon at last. Live in the moment. And partay.

Okay? Okay.

I can't wait to check-in!

I CAN'T! I just can't take my eyes off this hand of hers. So alluring. 

#Hotel #AHS #Fear #Hooked 

Growing up

I do, I do understand why Peter Pan never wanted to grow up. Gawddddddddddddd. Growing up is fun. You do this. You do that. But really, it's my privilege that a part of me will never grow up. Maybe I'll need it later. Albeit I am glad for whatever is to come and has long gone. Better stop, before I go on writing like this.

<3 

I Am Manto

The worst and most hurtful betrayals always come from your family or those you love so much... I think that is when a person dies... Not when he is not in this world anymore, but at that time when that fish is cast out of the sea alone while all other fish swim along. Anyway, I shall prevail. I'll die, but never submit to the sickeningly stringent demands of this plagued society.

I saw 'Manto' the movie, though, last Friday. Just could not bear to take my eyes off the screen, even for a split second. One of the most prolifically splendid and tragically sad movies I've ever seen. So touchy and blatantly true. He'll live in our hearts forever. And so will his stories. So proud to be a Pakistani and a part of this land. I could write on and on about how his life was such an enigma. He rose up from the ashes even when the flames were irrevocably hungry to gulp him down. Undying hero.

#ImissManto #IAmManto

Oh Lord, may everyone stays safe in Holy Ka'abah! So... No words. 

What.

I can do whatever the hell I'd want to. I will be whoever the hell I want to be. I'll wear whatever the **** I'd deem and will. I don't need or want somebody to lay out my life ahead for me or tell me what to do. Not some freaking robot. Retarded stereotypes. May they die in peace. Misguided lies. And snake like matriarchy. Even deadly than those patriarchs. I feel sad for the people who are so blinded by their egos and yet are so blatant and adamant on projecting it upon me and other women like me. Tsk tsk. May the men; who respect and give greater regard and consideration to their individuality, and love them for who they are, etcetera, be ever happy and blessed. And when the time comes, I hope there is somebody to put me down and take me away from where no one comes back, that is, in case stuff goes deviated and I turn out to be what I never preferred or would like, or my mind gets de-railed. Cause' sometimes I just feel like losing it! 

Let Go

Oh yes! I do control what I feel. Ergo, lets feel um what it is, oh yeah, crazyy. And don't care ever. All that twinchy stuff, into the ground, dig. Dig. Dig the soil. Put it up, fill the hole. And


Let Go.

Let. Go.

I will always do it. Always. 

REBMETPES 72th! KOOH! AMME! 

 

This made my day! No regrets awhyeah. It's okay, silly. 

YOU KNOW WHAT? TO LEMONS WITH EVRYTHING ELSE! I'M GOING FOR IT AND I WON'T STOP! I WILL GET IT. 

People can be mean. What they see, can be unseen. Blalalala. 

Yes, we ARE. Forever.

New times start, a new world starts', but well, um, uhhhh, it's not the same and some part deep down inside your heart whatever it is, whoever it is, or... you miss it, no matter how much you are over it, live with it, block it out, contain it ( couldn't I get a better word here?) you still remember it. Lalala.

Oh my God, this is just so irrevocably beautiful like one of the most beautiful and sad and touchiest thing I've ever come across. If words can do this to you, I mean bring out such emotions in you I have no idea what people, in person can. Oh wow. I haven't even started to come across stuff. Oh God. Whoa.

"Having a friend light-years away taught us that distance is just a state of mind. If you're best friends, then you always will be... No matter where you are in the universe." 

This is for all of the best friends and friends out there! Not jealous or anything, yeah. I am so honored to have you angels as my friends! You know it. <3^∞

There's this one fluffy one lying next to me, but well he's so small. And he's much more than a friend. A Part of My Soul. My Heart. My Soul. My bacha.

PS. You have no idea, how much you people mean to me. xx 

Infinity

'You know how much I love you?' 'Infinity times infinity'

PS. He's just so GORGEOUS! Oh God. So SO cute! Awhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

 Such adorable kids.

He's wearing I guess, five thingies, So much cold.

AND well, lastly;

SO TRUE ! ^Nathan's so looking like a white walker lulz. 

This is Mishaal Tariq, signing off. (Oh yah. I do, Miss my TV lectures and the shooting stuff lalala!) 

BUT I MISS MY FRIENDS THE MOST! If I could teleport like Gordon I would. I really really would. Hydra won't catch me. Stupid octopus organization. Even with Whitehall dead they're like still growing, Damn you, Ward. Anyway where was I? Yeah. And watching my baby sleep. Maybe I could wake him up? But he has his school tomorrow. Mayn! 

Detachment and the thingies

Maybe and well not maybe, it is somewhat my perception. Um, not perception, but the inclined and derogatory creepy, okay a bit creepy (am I trying to dissuade myself here? Uh-oh lol) So, yeah, it’s my thoughts and whatever the situations and happenings have led me to believe (not blaming anything but seriously, it is true) that whomever I meet is going to detach from me and one way or the other most of the people I want or desire to be my great acquaintances/friends/loved ones cannot be. It hurts a lot. Albiet I must believe, that I can’t hope or long to be with most of the beings I come across; meet with, spend time with, talk with and so on… Lalalalala. People always leave. God, the tremors aren’t stopping! I need them to stop, please. PLEASE! Come on. :/